Wrongfully Accused?? Are you Devastated??

Can't get Healing until we face the pains of our past!

2012-01-28T13:03:00.000-08:00

How do we ever reconcile the damage we are doing to ourselves and others? How do we break the destructive cycle of lying, manipulation and leaving a trail of wounded in our wake? How do we know "we are the ones" who need to make amends? What are the signals that I am the one out of control?

Do I obsess over details, my looks, my beauty, on working out or buying new clothes?
Do I spend money out of control on things I should NOT be spending it on due to other priorities?
Do I run away from the truth? Do I run from "people" who represent the truth? What is the truth? Who in my life "enables" me to stay in denial of the truth?
What do my closest friends and family say about my behaviors?
Am I addicted to meaningless sex? Alcohol? Drugs? Toxic relationships? Can I even "keep" meaningful relationships?
Do I sabotage healthy relationships? How many bridges have I burned with those who know me best? Do I just "use" people until they can't take it any more or until I have been found out? Do I delete people the minute my "charms" no longer work on them anymore?
Am I responsible? Do I pay my bills? Do I have a job and am I reliable to be there on time?
Can I finish any task I start? Can I obey the rules? The law?
Do I put GOD first in my life, then my own family, or job before doing whatever it is I feel like?
Am I honest? Do I tell the truth? Do I do the right thing when nobody is looking? CAN I DO THE RIGHT thing no matter what the consequences may be? Am I the same person no matter who I am associated with? Or do I tell people whatever they want to hear whenever they want to hear it, anytime anyplace whatever sounds good for the moment? Do I thrive on being the "star"? Can I perform in any given scenario?

Can I ever acknowledge the dark secret injury of my youth that happened to make me act this way and do these things? Will I ever face the TRUTH about myself and my real past? Do I WANT to be healed and stop the vicious cycle?

Getting Honest about my past:
http://www.cloudtownsend.com/video-advice/channel/Emotional%20Struggles/

12-step recovery may be the only program to get me honest with myself and other's and especially GOD! How long will I keep trying to lie to GOD about the devastations my actions have caused others? Where else do I begin the road to recovery and embracing "honesty" as a means for healing and making amends? Can I begin to share the darkest secrets of my youth that molded me this way?

I too must live life in a way that pleases the Lord for HIS blessings to permeate my actions!
How do I do this and where do I begin?

http://www.keithablow.com/
Living The TRUTH

3 places listed to start a journey of health and healing and all via HONESTY.

Surrender and confession to God and share with another person what I have done is a start....

This post is dedicated to those who wrongfully accuse and are afraid to tell the truth after all the pain and suffering their tales have caused.

Merry Christmas and Pray for those in prison!

2011-12-18T16:55:00.000-08:00

We have NO IDEA what it may be like to be innocent and sitting in prison from a wrongful accusation. Do we? Pray for righteousness and truth to prevail and we 'll continue to cling to justice and mercy and to do only good to the people in our lives! Original art by REX!

CPS destroys families!!! When LIFE used to be so simple, so innocent....

2011-10-05T14:42:00.000-07:00

Oh! The tangled web we weave

when first we practice to deceive!

Sir Walter Scott

Once the can of worms gets opened, CPS or DHS will not relent. They no longer seek the truth in the matter, they seek vengeance for all the injured children of the world. Each accused becomes the fall guy whether it is true or NOT!! Only in America, guilty until proven innocent!

In just 6 more minutes ..it would be too late

2011-08-21T20:02:00.000-07:00

It was the timely call to 911 as Mom had turned sheet white and passes out. Within minutes we learn that she has more ulcer's in her stomach than the doctor had ever seen at once! Years of pain, stress and the loss of her love of a lifetime. The loss of every physical item that a person can own. To be laid bare with only her faith and peace in her soul that someday God would make right, everything, that was made wrong. The chaplain in the hospital says, "You are precious in God's sight and you are going to touch alot of lives with your story someday." Selah. This day is a wake up call. What are we willing to sacrifice before we tell the whole story? The whole truth to the right people. Please let it not be the devastation of another innocent life. Let's make all things right TODAY and in this lifetime!

THE truth IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!

2011-01-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

What, Why, and HOW does an innocent man become imprisoned for 25 years? The truth is JUST around the corner for all to see! But really? A sneak peak is CORRUPTION at every level!

CPS behind a "Miscarriage of Justice?"

2010-10-07T18:45:00.000-07:00

It's SIMPLE!

With CPS instigating; combine an AXIS II Histrionic Personality disorder (in addition to 4 other diagnosis) with dirty small town COP business; equals a wrongful accusation in a snap! Shake all that up with ineffective counsel and BAM: A wrongful conviction! It could happen to you.

Causes of miscarriages of justice include:

Plea bargains that offer incentives for the innocent to plead guilty
Confirmation bias on the part of investigators
Withholding or destruction of evidence by police or prosecution
fabrication of evidence or outright perjury by police (see testilying), or prosecution witnesses (e.g. Dr Charles Smith)
Biased editing of evidence
Prejudice towards the class of people to which the defendant belongs
Poor identification by witnesses and/or victims
Overestimation/underestimation of the evidential value of expert testimony
Contaminated evidence
Faulty forensic tests
false confessions due to police pressure or psychological weakness
Misdirection of a jury by a judge during trial
perjured evidence by the real guilty party or their accomplices (frameup)
Perjured evidence by supposed victim or their accomplices
Conspiracy between court of appeal judges and prosecutors to uphold conviction of innocent

Here is a new word:
Testilying (a portmanteau of "testify" and "lying") is a United States police slang term for the practice of giving false testimony against a defendant in a criminal trial. It is typically used to "make the case" against someone they believe to be guilty when minor irregularities during the suspect's arrest or search threaten to result in acquittal on a technicality. Defendants who embellish their own testimony, particularly when no evidence contradicts them, can also be said to be testilying.

That is the story and how it happens in AMERICA! And that does not include INEFFECTIVE COUNSEL throughout an entire TRIAL!

Cops are DIRTY in this case; Let's start TELLing the TRUTH!

2010-09-08T21:01:00.000-07:00

Jesus said "For Nothing is SECRET that will not be revealed, nor anything hidden that will not be known and come to light!" Luke 8:17

What we know for sure is that besides the DHS worker; also our small town police department the FBI has surfaced it to be sorely scandalous and corrupt from the Chief of Police, his officers with illegal drug use, to his appointed detectives on our case and their friends and fellow officers who are being fired for disgraceful conduct of an officer. Our detectives repeatedly lied to witnesses, coerced them and planted manufactured evidence AND have had and continue to have inappropriate "relations" with the witnesses of our case! The young, brand new detective, about 8 months experience, busts in like a Bruce Willis/Rambo wannabe SWAT team style and begins to destroy innocent lives by his own lack of experience investigating with gang buster assumptions and then begins a massive cover up of his OWN "reputation saving." All for some news article in the small town newspaper to his credit? God sees everything and the TRUTH is about to bust out! Detectives never checking out the accuser's diagnosed personality disorders nor doing a polygraph... Stay tuned. All in God's timing, there is nothing new under the sun! All things, of course the jury knew nothing about.....

Most fitting for the foolish DHS worker and novice detective;

We don't live in a world of reality,
We live in a world of perceptions.
Gerald J Simmons

See also this other wrongfully accused story on msnbc it happens in America everyday:

In 1979 in the small town of Poplar, Montana, someone brutally beat and killed 17-year-old Kim Nees. In doing so, they also destroyed the life of Barry Beach.

http://www.montanansforjustice.com/main.html

So many stories.......

2010-03-01T23:16:00.000-08:00

A POLYGRAPH! It has always been the answer in this case. The TRUTH will set us free. The TRUTH will bring healing. The TRUTH will restore what has been ripped away and stolen from us. Finally, some validation for all? God will notice every detail and hold us accountable.

Being Thankful in the midst of INSANITY:

2009-11-27T11:42:00.000-08:00

Yes, it is true, we really must find things to be grateful for even when it seems like everything good, true pure and right has seem to abandon us! Making a grateful list is a regular thing actually for us. Here is a go at it for today in light of all that has happened:

First of all we are grateful that number one: THERE is NO TRUTH AT ALL involved with our false allegations!

As long as God is GOD we have hope that the truth will arise! Even if it takes years we will NEVER give up on the hope of "God's version" of the truth and what happened coming forth and with the promise the TRUTH will set you FREE!

We are grateful for the support and encouragement and those who have contributed to our health , well being, provisions and sanity during an inbelievable series of events.

We are grateful today that finally the wheels are starting to fall off the bus when it comes to HOW this conviction was manipulated into being by dirty cop investigating and corrupt CPS workers and the weakness of the witness testimony that was used to manipulate the jury. The testimony that won't stand in an appeal with effective counsel.

So if you ARE going through a similar wrongful accusation please tap into and DEVOUR this great resource for hope and HOW an INVESTIGATION will turn the tables on your false accusations!

http://www.allencowling.com/falseacc.htm

Truth or Lies?

2009-09-27T00:02:00.000-07:00

Liars tend to miss out on inner peace and the soft beauty God has on display in the earth because they are too busy dwelling in the poison that consumes them. They hide and abide within the erected walls of stone that serves as a fortress empowering their dark secrets to stur and cause havock within the souls of those who tell stories of destruction. Nothing good can come from hurting and destroying innocent lives no matter what the motive may be.

This is an example if not ALL of what happened in our case by the prosecution/DHS/Dirty small town cop business:

Did you know --
Since 1970, individual judges and appellate court panels cited prosecutorial misconduct as a factor when dismissing charges at trial, reversing convictions or reducing sentences in at least 2,017 cases.
The nature of the questionable conduct includes:
Courtroom misconduct (making inappropriate or inflammatory comments in the presence of the jury; introducing or attempting to introduce inadmissible, inappropriate or inflammatory evidence; mischaracterizing the evidence or the facts of the case to the court or jury; committing violations pertaining to the selection of the jury; or making improper closing arguments);
Mishandling of physical evidence (hiding, destroying or tampering with evidence, case files or court records);
Failing to disclose exculpatory evidence;
Threatening, badgering or tampering with witnesses;
Using false or misleading evidence;
Harassing, displaying bias toward, or having a vendetta against the defendant or defendant’s counsel (including selective or vindictive prosecution, which includes instances of denial of a speedy trial);
Improper behavior during grand jury proceedings.

Info from the Innocent project.

After all is said and done can you stand and say "I'm Forgiven?"

2009-09-13T17:12:00.000-07:00

Even if you were involved in putting an innocent man in prison? Do you experience the blessings of GOD and the joy of the Lord in all you do knowing that you are a participant in such acts? Have you become willing to make amends for the wrongs you have done to others? Have you taken ownership for your part in the fabrications of wrongful accusations and obliterating a family to pieces Rita? Tony? Cheryl? Just wondering.

Lead Me to the Cross where your LOVE poured out....

2009-08-04T21:27:00.000-07:00

Above all other things we are to love and to do GOOD!

2009-07-19T19:08:00.000-07:00

Micah 6:6, 8
"How can we make up to you for what we have done?" you ask?
The Lord has told you what he wants and this is all it is: to be honest, to do justly, to love mercy and to walk humbly before your God!

Zechariah 7:8-10
Then this message from the Lord came to Zechariah. "Tell them to be honest and fair--and not to take bribes--and to be merciful and kind to everyone. Tell them to stop oppressing widows and orphans, foreigners and poor people and to stop plotting evil against each other."

King of POP gets the" Pink Elephant Award"

2009-06-26T22:21:00.000-07:00

Only in America do we selectively stick our heads in the sand on this hot topic. M.J's affect on America's mourners is dumbfounding. Only someone who sells 750 million records and has royalties nearing 1 billion dollars can be given so much grace to spend 20 million dollars to make just one of his child molestation charges poof "go away!" A guy who's earned his nick name whacko jacko with a series or clear pattern of openly freakish tendencies. Just another person who is acting out from apparently, his own molestations when he was a young child. He is practically worshiped and is let off the hook so generously when it comes to all the young boys he admits he had let sleep with him in his bed. Children of his own; yes, he had to buy to keep to himself for God knows what! An addict, spendaholic and he was out of control, he was wildly unhappy with himself and seemed a danger to innocent children but OH, the awestruck parents still had let their own children go to him! We watched his bizarre behaviors and his life unravel before our eyes. We just pretend NOT to see the pink elephant in the living room. HIS star power and money made him so untouchable to be accountable or receive HELP! However oddly, things ended in his own premature death sadly, by addiction.

I wouldn't be surprised if our own:

#1 'devoted to be divisive', (home wrecking, wickedly deceitful, manipulative) CPS case worker Rita, and as she teams up with the

#2 offending, calculating, dirty, small town detective Tony who used unlawful, manufactured evidence and police activity to coerce and sufficiently overbear the will of the victim/witness's to testify and

#3 the unscrupulous and unprofessional prosecutor with a 'way too personal vendetta' who too would all be great fans of the King of Pop! Oh, I bet they too would be easily bought off with a bit in the $$20 million to sweep the real deed under the carpet so no one would know and do his bidding with a smile!! She acted only to serve herself with a stroke for her resume with no regard for the truth.

Even our #4 biased Judge "Hell on Wheels" who blocked all admission of testimony and facts that would prove the defendant's innocence.....he too would jump on that bandwagon and be star struck himself out of the need for public approval had this Michael Jackson molestation occurred in his small town. These are our four state paid employees who are lacking character themselves. Easily motivated by money rather than ethic's or the TRUTH!

Oh well, this life in America is a quandary of values and priorities. If only, we would have had just $100,000 for a decent defense, our innocent man might not be in prison and perhaps our star witness would finally have gotten the real help her mother has begged for all along for her issues. These are issues that have been obvious to EVERYONE that has known her all her life!

There is NOTHING to be envied about M.J., nothing. This doesn't sound very loving I know. It's just that this is a sickening and a crazy world we live in. Ethic's and morals askew ed.

Whether he knew the Savior at the moment of his death is the only thing that will matter, and to anyone when they cross over to meet the Lord. Don't be caught dead without Jesus! It is Jesus who came to heal the broken hearted, Jesus is the one who sets us free from our demons and HE can throw the prison doors wide open for those who believe!

Selah..... Enjoy this song the MIDNIGHT CRY sung by Charles Billingsley

The Power of Denial

2009-06-01T21:07:00.000-07:00

Sometimes denial can be protective from that we choose not to face. How long can we live our lives pretending thus and so did not happen? Just carrying on and all the while pretending NOT to see the PINK ELEPHANT in the living room? Everyone can see it but they choose to pretend they don't see it. Sound familiar? This is a common coping mechanism for many with all different kind of unpleasant issues they bear not, look at or take responsibility for. Chronic panic attacks is a symptom of denial deep within.

In our case, putting an innocent man in prison from a silly make believe story that was so far fetched and inconsistent between all four versions! But really the crime in all this is the detectives and prosecutor that wove and orchestrated this story into "one" of their own making that the jury could believe. The CPS/detectives/prosecutor lied to the witnesses and manipulated them. Not even the girls are aware of what story was told by the prosecutions case! Think there is a 'fair" trial available to all accused? NO! Prosecutors blocking from the jury all the history/facts and diagnosis behind all the very different versions told by the troubled historian.

This is guilty until proven innocent in America and how the side with unlimited $$$ resources can railroad a verdict of their choosing by manipulating jury's with very limited insight of the FACTS! Having an ineffective attorney that fails to bring out the inconsistencies and fails to cross examine is another big detriment! God is bigger than this blunder! It takes alot of work to keep a lie hidden. Alot of negative energy. It often manifests itself in sickness. Unless of course there are other psychological factors at play that allows one to believe their own delusions.

Amazing Grace

2009-03-18T01:21:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMVxzEueJ6A

Listen to this song and imagine fighting for your life, alone, unable to receive comfort from those you love, stricken with illness and being taken to the hospital in chains and shackles and handcuffs (from a crime you did not commit) to be treated by people who judge and despise your presence there. It must be a humbling experience to be one of "them" when you use to serve as a paramedic! God has not hidden his eye from any part or detail of this story. Good things will come out of this. Good things that will touch the world! God speed for a quick recovery.

We find comfort, strength, hope and purpose in these words:

Even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. And do not be afraid of their threats, nor be troubled! But in your hearts set apart Christ as LORD. Always be ready to give an answer to those who ask you for a reason for the hope that is in you, but do this with gentleness and respect, keeping a clear conscience so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may they be ashamed of their slander. It is better, if it is God's will, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil. For Christ died for sins once for all, the just and the unjust to bring us to God. I Peter 3:14-18

There Will Be a Day!

2009-02-04T19:31:00.000-08:00

Since 9-05 I have been asked repeatedly, so many times how do we do it? How is that we survive the insanity and onslaught of injustice? To be wrongfully accused and still seem to radiate the "light" beaming from our faces! I'm not sure how we do it other than yielding all to our HIGHER power who can see the beginning and the end all at once and to hold on tight to our faith that HE can make all things right as we surrender to his will. Sometimes hearing a song that stops us in our tracks in an instant that we can draw strength and hope from like this one

"Whatever You're Doing"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZayut9i45M

This site is full of inspirational songs that we can draw encouragement from or wish to dedicate to the children and grandchildren whom we have never stopped loving. Many of these songs are for them too if we had a chance to share with them we would! Like this one called:

"Slow Fade"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-8SYA6rfbs

God sees everything. Every heart, every scene played out before our eyes, every pain and every tear. His arms are wide open for healing and restoration and salvation.

Sometimes truthfully, we take turns and feel like just giving up. The pain of our cruel betrayals and its outcome is just too hard to bare. But usually it is just a fleeting thought because the inner "peace" we share in the midst of our trial is quite remarkable. I hold on to the faith that says, there will be a day.... where the pain will be no more. Also maybe the peace from God comes in this way:

Phillippians 4:6,7

By prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God. And the peace of God, that surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts.

So our peace comes from being before the Lord...making our request be known unto Him. What is our prayer anyway you may ask? Please join your faith with ours for righteousness and TRUTH to prevail for healing and restoration and salvation for ALL who are involved in our story. Until we see that day come to pass ....we will NOT faint in our day of adversity because

There WILL be a day!
Listen:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8TipLsmZgjI

And, "That's all I know!"

Why pray if you worry? Why worry if you pray?

2009-01-18T18:34:00.001-08:00

Life goes on......This is a new year and will bring "a fresh new life", new hope and a strengthened new trust and faith unto Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us.... as a prisoner for the Lord, we shall live a life worthy of the calling we have received. We are not in charge. We are powerless over our situation and over others who choose not to come into the light. We are to remain humble, gentle and patient, bearing with one another in love. We will make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. We will continue to love and pray for those in our world who have chosen the darkness over the light. There are those who are darkened in their understanding and separated from God's truth because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts.... We are all commanded the same teaching and that is to put off all falsehood and speak truthfully.

Listen to this song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Yk0Sj7oglk

We will carefully choose to speak (not unwholesome talk) only what is good and helpful to the building up of those we love according to their needs. We choose to be kind and compassionate to one another and forgiving toward those who have wronged us. We choose love and will turn our back on any form of anger, bitterness, rage, brawling or slander of any kind. There are days in life where it is appropriate to "detach with love". We have always chosen to have no part in the evil deeds of darkness but rather will expose them. We will have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness but will always welcome loving relationships built upon the foundation of love and truth and honesty. This may just be the Year of our Lord. Jesus is coming! We will watch and keep an eye on Israel and what is happening there! We will be careful how we live and shall make the most of every opportunity giving thanks unto God for everything because this is what He commands for us. We will be ready to face the Lord with what we have done and with what we have been given! God's peace be unto you. We'll strive to be at peace with all men as much as it is in our power to do so. May it indeed, be a Happy New Year for all.

Merry Christmas! We pray that you each, get "everything" you need!

2008-12-21T23:18:00.001-08:00

As this season approaches we are both so grateful for all the LOVE and support and your prayers. We can know and feel we are loved! Thank you to each who have been a part of our difficult experience and have given to us in ways we can never repay. We can only PASS IT FORWARD. We know that God is in control. We experience God's grace and kindness through acts of goodness. WE believe and take great pains to say we hope that OUR past will NOT become someone elses future. I heard this recently and find it a profound impact which describes my journey in life thus far. In fact, it is a great question to ask ourselves as a personal inventory of sorts. Ask yourself this as you ring in the New YEAR, "Has my past affected someone elses future?" Perhaps a thing that happened in my past (a long time ago)has had a negative influence on me and now to someone elses future who is totally unaware of the trauma's done to my soul. If they should push my buttons, they can make me act out and hurt an innocent bystander or whoever happens to be close to me now! This is what they call "projecting." We all do it to some degree I expect. This is God showing us what we still have to work on in ourselves. All I know is I can turn over to GOD all that is out of my power to control. I can live my days continually doing goodness and kind deeds in secret to others just like Saint Nicholas. He is a good role model for us to emulate all the year long! God's Blessing to each and everyone. You know who you are! And to my girls and grandchildren though we have been separated by injustice, I have never stopped loving you and miss you very much.

To Be as SICK as your Secrets??? What good is in that?

2008-11-23T13:10:00.001-08:00

"I didn't cause it. I can't change it. I can't control it."--but we can't help but wonder:

When will everyone start telling the truth? Is staying in FEAR stronger than the need for obtaining peace? Pain, suffering and agony are the only the result from betrayal and lies. We are only for the journey toward truth and healing and healing and truth. We can not have one without the other. Secrets and lies trying to be kept a secret is like trying to hold a ball under water. We struggle and struggle to keep the truth out of site but eventually the ball pops up out of the water for all to see. It's time to walk through a new door....

Today we ponder the poem below:

Sick As Secrets

byVirjinja

You're only as sick as your secrets

The things you keep inside

The stories so awful, so hurtful ~ YOU think

The ones you choose to hide

The feelings you wall off and keep at bay

The past you regret each and every day

The memories you wish would never be

The stuff you hope no one ever sees

You're only as sick as your secrets

The longer you hide them you'll find

They'll rob you of joy and sanity

They'll drive you right out of your mind

They'll keep you from living life to the full

They'll tug at your heart, push and pull

You apart ~ like a puzzle, piece by piece

Turning others away 'cause your thinkin' stinks

You're only as sick as your secrets

And make no mistake, my friend

When you dig them up and throw them away

Your heart will unburden and in the end

You'll be free of guilt, shame and false pride

The Lord will protect you and give new life

You're only as sick as your secrets

Aren't you tired of being sick?

Then turn them over to God right now

Do it this moment... hurry, be quick

He already knows everything you hide

He's just waiting for you to stop living the lie

That your secrets define you ~ that they're who you are

That's the work of the devil and it's so far

From the Truth ~ give it up and throw it away

Walk in the Light... today is the day

You're no longer sick ~ you've no secrets to hide

Give it to God... there's the key to life

Yes, you're only as sick as your secrets

But that's not you...anymore.

http://www.cyberrecovery.net/forums/showthread.php?t=14806

Today we give thanks. Our hearts and lives have been laid bare and vulnerable to the pursuit of God's truth. We are thankful that what the devil has meant for evil God can turn for good. We still believe that God can do miracles for justice and truth and healing and restoration.

"I didn't cause it. I can't change it. I can't control it."-- I guess the rest is not my business to know right now!

10 things to know about lying:

http://teenadvice.about.com/od/factsheetsforteens/a/10thingslies.htm

Hope, Help and Healing for the broken hearts...

2008-10-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

Just as the sea is faithful to keep coming back to shore...wave after wave it does its magic and after the tide pulls back there are treasures uncovered. I'm thinking of sea glass. Its is so soft and beautiful and translucent holding it up to the suns light but, at first it was just a piece of broken glass, very sharp and dangerous and able to cut deep in an instant. This is our proof that God can take ALL things and turn them for something good for those who belong to Christ Jesus and believe.

The next step is Forgiveness. Without it God cannot do the miracles in the other's lives! Turning over our excruciating pain and hurt from cruel betrayals and lies is not easy but necessary because we are not in charge, GOD IS! He has always had a higher plan than what we can see at the moment. Our purpose is to trust and obey and stay out of His way in the healing of someone else's wayward soul.....ours is forgiveness to ALL those who have caused us harm and to pray without ceasing. Those who have hurt us do cry out for their own FORGIVENESS so they can be set free from their own sin, so they can find grace and peace. YES! So be it... Some in our story are easier to forgive than others.....

Listen to Bob Carlisle sing FORGIVENESS:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRZq7Lzz8bE

How do we forgive evil doers with unrepentive hearts? Our struggle is huge but we know if we don't forgive them then our Heavenly Father cannot forgive us for our trespasses.... so we try...but in this process

WE FALL DOWN, WE GET UP:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXlfELlcdRM&NR=1

Our's is a LOVE of a lifetime hard hit by terrorists!

2008-09-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

Some people only dream of a love, devoted and true like ours. We, so well suited for each other. A commitment to honor, cherish, serve and protect that love against the fiery darts of the enemy. Love is patient and kind, never irritable touchy or rude, never demands its own way and believes the best of one another and love is long suffering and neither height nor depth nor principalities or powers shall separate the true and pure bond of God's love. We were a comitted team to be a blessing and support to our children and grandchildren. We were a "safe place to land!" The world is often jealous of this kind of devotion. Sure, we are out numbered in this fight, it seems, but we will continue to stand for what is right. We stand united always for healing and truth and righteousness to prevail. When we know not what else to do we will still be standing for healing and truth or truth and healing. What the devil has meant for evil GOD will turn for good and we believe and have hope that HE will touch the world with a painful story that can bring HIM all the glory. We can never hide the evil that has been done to place an innocent man in prison but rather our stance has been to expose it and the result has been unfavorable to us for now. But we know God owns the cattle on a thousand hills and has planted the sun and the moon and stars in the sky. God is more than able to perfect that which concerns us for His holy will to be done. Restoration and healing to a family shattered by terrorist acts is certainly not too hard for God! We do ask for your continued prayers...........

Constitutional Rights Violated?

2008-09-05T21:07:00.000-07:00

Who will uphold the rights of the wrongfully accused in America when the slaughter of innocent lives is led by those abusing their powers???? Guilty until proven innocent has rallied in our courts and by those state paid officials who are immune to a moral reality but instead devoted to rigging and manipulating jury's. Making a vicious game to only WIN cases for a 'newspaper article' or a promotion or kickback $$$$ holding no regard for the truth, for justice or upholding the American way our forefathers fought to implement. The fact is, they don't care about doing what is right, they are just addicted to power and only want to WIN.

Today we dedicate this post specifically to those who deliberately and deceitfully contributed to the demise of our wrongful accusation and who also knew better in our incomprehensible miscarriage of justice:

Our appointed CPS caseworker who habitually turned a blind eye to the details leading to the truth about our accusers and the accused. This CPS dept never did there own investigation and did only harm to our child. Never got her proper help or therapy. They withheld all information, lies and reports from the accused and ran from anything we or other witnesses had to say about what was really going on. They lied about almost everything. They assisted placing the 14 yr old daughter in a unsuitable home where she could freely party and get drug addicted, freely become sexually active with no boundaries. They reunite her and drop her off to live with her real molester who was only allowed supervised visits for 13 years and thus had chose not to contact her at all until this arrangement. After 4 months she ran away from there too. Today, at 17 she is in a home of her own 1st choice where she could freely drop out of high school along with the other teen girls in the house who were allowed to drop out as well.. Good one Rita! It is all about you who could have handled this differently.

The foolish, "over" zealous, new detective that led the SWAT team to break down our door and holding guns to our heads, faces on the floor shouting CONFESS, CONFESS as our first contact! Ransacking our house finding nothing to back up there claims. Nothing!!!! Yet, after seizing 4 computers they wait 9 months then finding 1 weird (not illegal!) old picture on a computer which they orchestrate a case upon for an arrest. They planted some of their own images/manipulated evidence to go with it that was not included in the charges. Always withholding these images from the defense....until 1 hour before trial. Only they planted them on the wrong computer solely to manipulate the jury! Never mind that the teen girls were seductively swooning over the big tall detective in hopes that he would be charmed by them as well! What did he get out of this? His name in the paper too? Yes.

Prosecutor who was a (rumored)molested child herself hellbent on seeing another man burn regardless of the fact he is innocent. She acting unprofessional and manipulating the case and jury to only WIN. Fabricating a drama of her own making that she 'wanted it to be' instead of the truth itself. All the while intending to use this case to catapult her very young career!

The shameful Judge who allowed the prosecutorial misconduct in the courtroom and blocked all motions, testimony and evidence for the real truth to come out for the jury to know and clearly who was biased for the prosecution rather than the justice and the truth.

Exactly WHO hand picked the pool for this jury?? And carefully planning to send them to deliberate after a 4 day trial on a friday afternoon at 4 pm so they delivered the verdict in 1 hour to avoid coming back on Monday!!!!

And exactly who bought off our defense attorney to fumble up what questions to ask each witness or to not cross examine accusers or meet with his client prior to trial, nor hiring his own investigator or expert witness etc etc etc????!!!!! Why was he so unprepared? Was it an Alzheimer act or not enough retainer money?

This is the caliber of people that just don't care who are ruining lives in America. To each of you:

You are gonna lose! Someday you will lose because you cannot carry that much contempt without it becoming malignant until one day you will be all alone in a room full of shadows and all you are going to have is the memory of all those people whose lives you have destroyed.

Have hands smeared with innocent blood to take with you where you will go from here?

For more information about the deadly game of jury manipulation see the insightful John Grisham movie Runaway Jury which that quote is found and gave us another epiphany moment! It is indeed more real than we realize! We have lived it on a front row seat!

Listen to Dr. Rose briefly describe our story:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nY80R4Wp5M

Bad things happen to good people!

2008-07-30T18:56:00.000-07:00

We are not alone in history when this kind of betrayal thing happens. It rains on the just and the unjust! Who knows which way the tree will fall? Who knew when the story telling of a rebellious teen would sever relationships like a death and destroy innocent lives and leave a trail of wounded? You know life is short and we never know when it will be ended abruptly. The only thing that really matters is if you were to die today, would you be ready to face God with the choices you have made? Will there be things left unsaid with the people in your life? And what kind of legacy will your life have left behind? Will you hear the words, "Well done my good and faithful servant" or will it be "I never knew you"???

Pastor Greg Laurie of Harvest just lost his son in a car accident last week while driving to church. He was a handsome 33 year old married man with a wife, child and another baby on the way. He loved the Lord and is in heaven today. His family's hearts are broken but hear Greg share only 3 days after getting that horrible news about his son: "I Still believe" he says

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ff5o8yRmPHc

Are you ready to walk the path toward the light?

No matter what, "We still believe!"

Beauty for ashes....

2008-07-16T20:09:00.000-07:00

Planting seeds (or ugly old bulbs!) that are nurtured in love, in time, will produce something wonderful for the whole world to enjoy! It's bound to happen, something good when all the elements of God's handiwork is complete. It's like the truth, it will come forth like a light beam shining into the darkest night! Watch and see....God only "allows" things to happen in our lives for a reason! We must be patient and know HE see's everything and trust in HIS timing, not ours.

Re-Visiting the Path of Destruction?

2008-06-12T14:54:00.000-07:00

As we take a stroll down memory lane, at the ocean side, it is unnerving to realize the impact of devastation that has occurred due to one person's sins done to another in a dark, secret place so many years ago. To see how many "other" lives that have been harmed in addition to the victim as the result of the sick violation done to the innocent child (as a 3 year old) and the waves of hurt that just keep rolling in, affecting so many people in so many ways. Standing before God someday will be very interesting. To think "He" does not notice the deeds done when no one else can see......and to have the trickle down affect from it be clear and the horror of it be made plain. Selah. Someone has said once, " we are as sick as our secrets. "

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqhEWpGVJSs&feature=related

Do visit 1 COR 4:2-5 and Eccl 12:13,14 and Matt 12:33-36 and Prov 6:16-19....Everyone in our saga will be measured by the same stick, of this we can be sure!

State Falsely accuses 3,000 of child abuse!

2008-05-15T22:52:00.000-07:00

It could be a beautiful "season of your life" and then the dark evil cloud of injustice obliterates innocent families via CPS and over zealous prosecutors!

This is just ONE state!!!!!! Read on and WELCOME to America!
Who said recently "the the innocent don't end up in prison for no reason????"

State falsely accuses 3,000 of child abuse
Investigators have 'power of God,' can ruin life with stroke of pen!

Posted: May 15, 200811:45 pm Eastern© 2008 WorldNetDaily

The Illinois Department of Children and Family Services erroneously labeled 3,051 innocent people as child abusers by placing them on the state's official list.
According to a Belleville News-Democrat investigation, 11,473 people have appealed to strike their names from the state record. The list has a 27 percent error rate of parents falsely accused of abuse. Once on the list, people are required to remain there for a minimum of five years.
"They're not all bad, there are good ones," Nick Brunstein reportedly said of state child abuse investigators, "but the bad ones have the power of God, and with the stroke of a pen they can ruin your life."
Brunstein is a former foster parent who won his 2-year fight against DCFS to clear his name after his 11-year-old foster daughter, diagnosed with schizophrenic and bipolar disorder, accused him and his wife, Judi, of physical and emotional abuse. The girl claimed the family harmed her by requiring the children to do chores and homework.
The Brunsteins lost $20,000 in lawyer fees, and three daughters they had planned to adopt, ages 2, 5 and 11, were permanently removed from their custody.

The Belleville newspaper reported more than 80,000 people were placed on the State Central Register from Jan. 1, 2002, through Aug. 1, 2007. Another 1,426 appeals have been denied, 3,178 have been discarded or withdrawn by the accused, 3,289 have been closed or dismissed though administrative processes, and 529 appeals were pending.
A DCFS spokesman, Kendall Marlowe, said errors can be made, but that most of the people on the child abuse list are legitimately placed there.
"A lot of what happens at these hearings is it becomes a legal process, not ... whether it happened or not, but whether enough evidence is presented," Meryl Paniak, the DCFS' chief administrative law judge told the paper. "So does that mean some people are probably unfounded and shouldn't be? Yes. And it's the same thing with some who are indicated and probably shouldn't be."
However, attorneys who represent parents at appeals hearings have called child abuse investigations flawed and unreliable. In 2006, the News-Democrat reported that 53 children died while they were under DCFS' care following sloppy investigations by caseworkers.

This is exactly how it played out in our story. We are NOT alone in this STATE induced coercive nightmare. Or from the words of a girl with more diagnosis' covered up by the scandal of our STATE! We are paying the price for the one man who got away with it! OUR CPS dept admitted to the juvenile Judge in court that they NEVER did an investigation after 9 months into the case! They just pursued a story from a girl with 5 diagnosed mental conditions ....... never checking it out!
Way to go! CPS destroying innocent lives......

But to my little girls who Mommy loves always in addition to "each" of my grandchildren.....You are LOVED by us both!!!!!! Listen :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYm4aDxJ-0A

Listen to Martina McBride singing - ANYWAY

2008-05-10T11:24:00.000-07:00

This song is the reflection of a mother's love, years of energy and devotion poured into the hearts and lives of her children who at anytime can walk away as if you were never there. But this Mom will always love them anyway! She will dream of goodness, righteousness and truth to prevail on their behalf. She will dream of healing and restoration for their souls always......and will continue to be loyal and pray, never ceasing.

Why did she run away again????

2008-04-24T15:51:00.000-07:00

We never know what is stirring beneath the surface. Things aren't always as they seem on the top are they? Which leads us to the big question now: Why did our darling girl run away from her real father after just 4 months in his home? Did she remember everything he did to her as a toddler or did she just want to bust out of the boundaries again to run with the girls who get to go wild and free where there are no rules back at her big sisters house? Which is it?

Mary Ann do tell why she ran.......big sister's house after all was her original destination plan when she ran from us in Sep 05 but it back fired on her. It was not a healthy place to be. Maybe CPS won't care anymore where she goes because they cannot control that girl. But obviously, now nor could daddy OR mommy! This is why she needs the proper help for her emotional disorders but no body would listen to mommy would they????

Listen now to "Bye Bye" by Mariah Carey

2008-04-16T22:24:00.000-07:00

Here is a song we dedicate to the those hurting and all lost relationships that has become the steep cost from wrongful accusations.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_obJPJUWHK0&feature=related

What's the POINT?

2008-04-04T16:37:00.000-07:00

The point of this site is to raise awareness of what is happening to teens who have been scarred by sexual abuse at such an early age. Our girl was 3. She explicitly described what her "Daddy does to me!" The inappropriate behaviors and sexual tendencies they demonstrate as they enter puberty. The sexual behaviors were uncomfortable to see from a child 5-6-7 years old. The multiple personality disorders and trauma's that arise from such abuse and what it is like living with a child hurt this way. Even though they are far removed from the abuse and protected for years unharmed, they still have a way of turning south though they are in the best of families.

The point also is to imagine you, yourself of being innocent and placed in prison for something you did not do. Especially if labeled a child sex abuser. To be falsely accused and not having the spare $$$ of $100,000(PLUS!) to be properly defended. Watching the system fail to uncover the truth. Rather watching the system wildly squash a happy and innocent family because they can and of course everyone hates a real child abuser! To become a "fall guy" for someone else's sins is hard to digest. To believe the truth will come out and watch the STATE do everything to BLOCK the truth from coming out is incomprehensible. For the State to acknowledge the graveness of the child's lies and personality disorders from her prior abuse would cause them to be wrong about this story. SO, They simply shun the determined mother (who loved and protected her child) as if she was absent from the whole new experience while alledging step dad doing such far fetched deeds. No proof. No DNA. Coached, mixed up, snowballing stories. Slammed by a system with all the money to do so and never helping the sick girl with her many problems she is not in control of. MOM begged in juvenile court to have daughter placed in rehab/camp for children with these issues. Mom even wrote DR. PHIL months before this story broke to help find somewhere that could help her daughter in her manipulative issues popping up. CPS instead enabled her dysfunction and dumps her out of their system anyway they can. They did not know WHAT to do with her and her patterns of sabatoging her home life. That is, they dump her into the hands of the very father she accused at age 3. He who by choice, remained completely absent from her for 13 years. Not a peep out of him! Why silent, if he did not do it? He did not work it out with the requirements to see her and visit her EVER! Only he can answer that. And so we hear he has a big exuse now, he's a minister?! Let's ALL do a polygraph together as a family! So every single person in this psychodrama can be accountable for their part.

We believe that a polygraph test should be mandatory for all involved. Every person in our story who played a part. The accusers. The accused. At best some dishonest and lying CPS/Detectives should initiate this before taking the ball and running with it in the future. Then they wouldn't have to frame innocent folks! This could have saved the STATE a million $$. What about these criminal cases where it is not true? There are many people in prison who are innocent so we find out now. The Innocence Project and others have these stories in the news all the time now setting the prisoners free after years of being in prison due to a sham trial. All because of a failure to investigate, a lousy defense and zealous prosecutors who need to meet their quota with a big case and a WIN for their resume.

We stand fast for the truth to surface with the HOPE our story can touch the world and change lives and legislation someday. Mostly we stand for the truth to come forth so that the sick may be healed. For help to come for the lost and hurting in our story. For relationships to be restored in wholeness and truth and love. Vindication for the wrongfully accused. That is the point. That is why we share our story here with the world. The story never made known to the "jury"!!

Grateful to be Forgiven! Celebrating the Risen Savior!

2008-03-23T23:15:00.000-07:00

Part of our own forgiveness and redemption lies in forgiving those who have sinned against US! Suffering evil injustice and betrayal is nothing new under the sun. Jesus Christ was our example in dealing with such things himself! He was misunderstood and denied in His circle and sphere of influence. His hometown did not receive HIM! He was God come to us in the flesh! But people did not believe him or his disciples. They were threatened by His TRUTH and message. They wanted what they wanted instead and did not relent until HE was crucified before their eyes! This brought them temporary and false relief. They failed to recognize WHO they had in their midst. What we understand next is: there is NO rest for the wicked......none!

Sitting in prison for something you DID NOT do and knowing everyone involved knows it can bring hurt and dispair to the normal person. We have chosen to believe instead that with GOD all things are possible. God will work all things for good for those who are in Christ Jesus and trust their lives within HIS hands. He has a bigger plan for health and healing than what we can see at the moment. Jesus had to be put to death for something he did not deserve for there to be NEW LIFE. So if these drastic measures brought something great and wonderful for all of mankind than so can our inconvenience and injustice! It is by the "goodness of God" that men come to repentance with Godly sorrow for their sins. When that happens who knows what God will do next! We are hopeful for something great and miraculous to take place out of this horrible experience. HE knew before we did that we'd be hurled into this unwelcomed journey. Yet, we are still led and sustained by HIS peace in this ordeal. A peace that is not of this world. We hope you know this peace in your soul that we speak of.

We who sit wrongfully accused cling to The Promise of a Lifetime and rest assured that HE will never leave us or forsake us. Visit also our songlist we have for inspiration......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_38RfYrFYA

Sharing our Experience, Strength and Hope

2008-01-28T19:30:00.000-08:00

THIS IS A REAL STORY of a wholesome two parent family blown to bits by the story of a mentally disturbed child who suffered sexual abuse at age 3 and what can happen to a family raising a child such as this.

I have loved my girls with only a mother's love and my instincts to protect have been in full force. But what else can we do really but honestly share our experience to help someone else who may be raising a child who was sexually abused at an early age and forewarn what the behaviors are to expect from a child who was damaged by the one who stole their innocence so brutally. Also may our experience alarm the world at the steps that are taken by tax paid state working folks to destroy innocent families and have no regard for the truth or getting these children the proper help they desperately need. FRAMING someone or anyone to make it go well for their promotion or careers. Sacrificing innocent lives in the process. If all it was to take was to love them into wholeness then my special needs girl would be well because that was the home she came from when she chose her own road instead.

She lived in a stable 2 parent family that provided a clean, peaceful and organized home. She loved her MOM and was like bondini to her all the years and then she truly loved her step dad who was kind and active in helping her in different things she needed. At our home, there were bedtimes, meals together and ethic's and morals and structure. Protecting her from unwholesome influences was a full time job! We had a garden, a greenhouse, fresh vegetables and health food. We lived a drug and alcohol free existence all her days in my home since 4 years old. We had faith in God to take care of us. Our grand kids also found our home a peaceful loving haven and came as often as they could. They kept coming back. They each "wished" they could stay and live with us. None was abused at my home ever! Though there were hard years working thru the trauma caused by my daughters abuse as a young child (unfortunately, whom she claimed to all was by her real "daddy B" ) we worked through it and was at a content place in life, happy until we moved near her oldest sister when she was 14. It all began to circle the drain from there. She was hitting puberty and began to do the things the therapists and psychologists warned me she would do. My daughter is emotionally disturbed from her prior abuse and was fulfilling the tendencies these kids have in-born by sexual abuse.

It doesn't matter what the girls did it will never change how much I love them. A mother's love endures all and they will always be at the top of my prayer list. What I learned the hard way was not to allow them to lie and manipulate their way into anything but to confront and challenge and I did and they hated it! When they opened this wicked can of deceipt, they knew not how to stop or undo it so with the help and intimidation and nudging from the powers at be, CPS, detectives who failed to do the proper investigation and then prosecutors who needed a BIG ONE for their resume, our lives were shattered on a set of lies and storytelling =by the girls who could not turn back. They fell into the excitement and drama and attention and entourage they were given as "victims" via lies.

As a mother that was devoted and protective of both my girls influences I knew when it was true and I know when it was not. At age 14 that story of hers was a complete false accusation on me and her step dad whom she really did care about. But off and running the sick and tainted story tellers were allowed full reign and support to do their damage without counting the cost. I was a good mother and my daughters loved me. In their own issues of dysfunction which I refused to "enable" they in anger turned on me and here we lie. Relationship in ruins, betrayal at its fullest and an innocent man in prison framed with "no defense to speak of" because of the little money we had available that paid for the inferior defense we received. No justice was served, there was NO fair trial, the full evidence was not allowed to be seen by the jury and my daughter has yet to be helped as her behaviors have escalated into criminal behavior. In fact she was dumped into the hands of the father who was missing from her life 13 years because he did not challenge the child's charges of sexual abuse. Because it happened in another state he got away with it. I never pursued him or gave it a thought since he was staying away. I truly had enough on my plate than go after him and really I was working through my own issues of forgiving him for what had happened to her. He had refused a polygraph or any supervised visits when she was young and chose himself, his ministry and new wife over a relationship with his daughter. He chose NOT to cooperate with the requirements for visitation posed by CPS back then. But now the all NEW CPS has currently handed her over too him on a silver platter with no questions asked! So now, as his angry and misled wife (who does not know me nor was she present during the ugliness in full bloom!) writes on this blog this week, she claims the ministers innocence all along, yet as a good politician would do 'as his campaign manager' is drag me through some slime to blame me. She's tried to make me look like it was my doing or my karma, my fault he did it or better yet some mystical boyfriend I was evidently having an affair with did it. Well, its very nice to find out what story he must have told his nice family all these years but it's just not true. She has never walked in my shoes one day! It's all right, I understand. I did not want to believe he did it either but it was out of the mouth of "babes". I did not leave my husband for another man. I left the minister because our other daughter had died from cancer, we were both broken and devastated and he was drinking too much and not handling it well and his behavior was scaring me (and his only son living with us!) The son who had to drive him around after he lost his license from alcohol. He was staying out all night then and was scripture whipping me constantly. Counseling was not helping so I moved out into a peaceful little apartment. Only for a couple months. He kept coming to get our daughter for regular visits then she started freaking out in terror to go with him. Begged me not to let her go. He had kept her for 10 days TOO long without a call to me. I was frantic he had kidnapped her. She was never the same girl after that at 3 was able to say the things her "daddy" did to her. That is when I left the state to protect her from further abuse! Now his new wife thinks there was a man in my apartment that did it. Well the "man" was my husbands friend and he had a 2 year old too. We talked some and shared some babysitting but she wasn't afraid of him, only her real father and she knew exactly who her "daddy" was! NOW I know this for sure: that if her father did not do it, he would have personally killed that guy his friend who he thought hurt her without thinking about it! Not save that "alibi" story for 13 years later as an excuse for not seeing his girl for all that time and running off to do the ministry instead! Well, God sees everything. They may deserve each other at this point which shall be interesting. Grace and strength to endure. I am only on the side of truth and healing. All I really care about is that my daughters both make it right and tell the truth. They will never be happy or well until they do. That is a fact. I Love them and pray for their healing and salvation and restoration of our relationship. I will never again play into their sickness and dishonesty. Never, they have become too dangerous. They scare me.

I want everyone in this story to submit to a unbiased polygraph to make it right. Dr Phil can be in charge! Those telling God's truth would have nothing to hide! Would they? Then we could all get on the same page for recovery, healing and honesty.

The sad thing about the real father and his new wife is that today all they can focus on is trashing me as a slut back when this happened or claiming its all about THEM and an attack on their ridiculous "ministry" instead of the horrible injustice and the molestation of his own daughter at age 3 and the scars it has left on her soul and how he abandoned her when he had the chance to make it right. At 17, she is acting out in a criminal way now and though they chose not to be involved in her life 13 years they just had her plopped in their laps recently by CPS with no choice really. They've been given amnesty just to take her off the STATES docket of $$$ responsibilities! They think that is being "vindicated" for the child's accusations as a 3 year old. God is in control. This is not over. He will take all these things and work them for good to those who believe and are wrongly accused and in prison!

Wrongfully Accused? How does this happen?

2008-01-04T09:31:00.000-08:00

In our case a system that fails to do it's job. A system full of zealots, a wannabe ROBO COP detective new on the job goes gang busters on a story by a disturbed teen(who was molested at age 3!) who just wanted OUT of her "strict home" and bondage of home rules and structure to go with the local GIRLS GONE WILD! A detective who fails to find any truth to the story by evidence, prior history etc, etc, for 9 months after doing the only thing HE DOES do: BUST down the front door with a SWAT team to search and seize holding the parents to gunpoint to the head shouting CONFESS finding nothing to support the girls claims!! He fails to do his homework, research, joins in cahoots with a corrupt CPS system who never dis-believes the child accusing. A CPS system should be privy to the inappropriate twisted tendencies of a blooming teen who was molested at such a young age! But no! A system blocking EVERY witness testimony who knew the accuser's behaviors since a toddler. Submitting planted computer images (available 1 hour prior to trial) from a computer kept in a mechanic shop. Prosecutors who abuse their power and states resources and busts forward to destroy innocent lives, blocking all testimony that would prove innocence and all for a high profile notoriety case on a subject she(Ms. Prosecutor) maybe biased as to being a victim herself! Seems so by her unprofessional performance in court to manipulate the jury.

Not having $100,000 for your defense on hand to defend false allegations. Instead, you get an attorney who never spends more than 1 hour total time with the wrongfully accused prior to trial. Never hires his own investigator. An older retired attorney who appears confused and unprepared, who does NO CROSS EXAMINATION on prosecutors witnesses. Does not object to all the shanigans, leading questions, prosecutor facing the jury, rolling her eyes and all her body language showing her disdain. Does not bring up to the court all the ridiculous discrepancies in the delusional story. Does not study the facts or brings NO expert witness about anything about the case, ie: computer expert on the recently submitted images, psychologist review of all child's current and past mental conditions or asks each of the defense witnesses the proper questions!!!! Unbelievable. Off to prison because of a kangaroo court stonewalling the truth. A judge who clearly rules entirely for the cute young blonde, fake tan prosecutor who wears a tight short skirt hugging her every curve for the jury!

Again no evidence, no DNA, a simple he said she said! But because there was no $100,000 to spend on the defense it was a slam dunk frame job to cover up a series of mistakes on initial lack of detective work and CPS strong arming to win after being shamed by the doubting juvenile court judge because CPS never did their own investigation. CPS simply did what they always do and that is believe the child no matter what they say!

Right here in small town America where little small town folks paid by BIG tax payers money want to keep their jobs and get BIG recognition in their small town newspaper! What really will matter is: what they got to say to the Almighty one day about all the things they did in secret and what their MOTIVES were!

Number one way this happens is to have false accuser's with emotional disorders with no accountability!
http://www.cassiopaea.com/cassiopaea/psychopath.htm

Merry Christmas? Wrongfully Accused in Prison?

2007-12-26T18:57:00.000-08:00

What happens to our hearts at the missing person(s) at our table during these holidays because of the wicked deeds of the unjust? We feel fear and dread at the disappointments that follow a series of horrendous blunders, accusations and foul play by the political powers of those wrongly aligned in the criminal justice system. People who should never be placed in a position of power abusing their placements in the system. A trail of wounded lie in their wake. This we can rest in confidence: Jesus Christ came to earth to redeem and save the lost and those dead in their sin will have a chance to find forgiveness and new life. But each and everyone refusing to turn to the light will give an account for their evil deeds done in secret. We all will be judged by our deeds and our "motives" as well. All hidden things will be brought to the light for all to see if we don't make things right on our own. Evil doers will not get away with it forever. The payment for wickedness can be too costly to imagine for bearing false witness against thy neighbor and causing division and strife amongst families and causing the just to suffer wrongly. Stealing anothers life and freedom is murder even if it's being responsible for placing the wrongfully accused in prison.

As we celebrate Jesus birth it was He who said in the scriptures , " it is better for a man to have a millstone tied around his neck and to be dropped into the deepest sea than for what God has for those who would cause harm to just one of His children who believes and trusts in HIM." The wrongfully accused can find comfort in these words knowing it is NOT over until justice is served.... Justice by our HIGHER POWER the Almighty that is!

A TRIAL based on the fruit of a POISONED TREE!!

2007-10-31T19:44:00.000-07:00

Imagine a frame job funded by the taxpayers hard earned dollars. CPS pushes and shoves it's way into a cover up, based on a story from sick and tainted story tellers, CPS or police never demanding a polygraph from their storyteller to continue on. No evidence. No investigation! It's a HE said She said by an emotionally disturbed teen with an agenda. Each un-credible witness for prosecutors has proven themselves a pattern liar, unreliable and manipulative yet the establishment pushes on to ignore the facts and maintains its quest to destroy innocent lives and a stable family. Never questioning the parents involved. WHY? To further or promote their careers? To save themselves the embarrassment of an incomprehensible error?

CPS headlines in their reports as their only defense... How MOM refused to believe or protect her child. NEVER did they or the local police find out that she was a special needs child with a pattern of lying and manipulation from her many mental disorders! The girls taped "cutesy" police interview is ALL lies including what she said about her own MOM! YET, CPS' meddles, and they fail to do right by the child by enabling the dysfunction! They fail to question the dozen people who knew the child since birth and then on her journey of craziness since she was abused by her real "preacher" daddy when she was 3 yrs. (Just like they can send you to the foot doc all they want but it won't help the brain tumor growing to deadly proportions! ) CPS/detectives deliberately ignore the red flags, documentation and screaming mother who devotedly holds the truth. THE child is delusional and LIES! She has AXIS II Histrionic Personality disorder for one of 4 diagnosis. Rather they push to quiet Mom by destroying her livelihood. Determined to remove the innocent fall guy for her! Waiting 9 months after having produced NO evidence to support the lying child's claims. Then only 1 hour after a juvenile court hearing which Mom continues to stand for the truth demanding the proper help for her child, CPS gets real pissed off THEN endorses a corrupt process collaborating with detectives, and prosecutors which they all of a sudden find something "interesting" on 1 of the 4 computers they seized. Mom won't play their game so they get the step Dad arrested. They withheld the 64? "computer images in question from the defense" until 1 hour prior to trial. They say, "well he's not being "charged" with these images" so the Judge says to the defense you can look at them now. They suppress every defense witness testimony and evidence that could prove the accused innocent! They fabricate their own surreal synopsis of a story that does not exist. All to carry on the obstruction of justice started by a mentally ill teenager. The pre-doomed trial organized and staged by the young twisted prosecutress abusing her power and her buddy "the presiding judge" stonewalls the truth from being heard. The prosecutor seduces the jury with her bleach blond hair, fake tan and skin tight miniskirt suit that hugs every curve of her bodacious bottom with screeches and shrills from a hysterical woman acting out her drama like an adult "molested" as a child herself, shedding big elephant tears for the show. THIS CASE: Having a defense who does not cross examine, obtains NO expert witnesses or brings out the inconsistencies in all the discovery and the 4 different versions of the story by the prosecutors witnesses that was in his care nor counsels with his client. The judge allowing the 'manufactured' detectives discovery to be admissible only 45 minutes prior to onset of trial. Evidence requested months before, withheld from the defense. Yet, not criminally charging the 'accused' with that bit of evidence! Why not? Because it didn't exist but to concoct their manipulation of the jury!!! That's Right! Planted computer images that had no tie to the accused. All this and for phony press coverage in the newspaper? Sickening, right here in AMERICA!

GET THIS! The clencher here (after sending an innocent man to prison ....destroying an innocent stable family) is really more deadly as we see the antic's of CPS (funded by tax dollars) hard at work, truly only motivated by money.....they craftily orchestrate to arrange the child to re unite with the parent who is documented in their own system as the real molester! The father who has been missing in action (AWOL 13 years) because the disturbed child accused him of sexually hurting her as a 3 year old. SHE Play acted out the accusations and demonstrated for professionals at age 5! Mom never took a part influencing that story. The offending father has always refused to engage in taking a polygraph or be accountable to the charges but rather chose his ministry career over having contact for 13 years. This was confirmed in juvenile court as he announced over the court room on the phone he "doesn't want to be a father right now but tell her I love her and I'll continue to send support" as she goes off to foster care at the onset of our set of false accusations in this story you are reading right now! This person was the one MOM devoted her life to protect her wounded daughter from! Mom has been strict, protecting her always from unhealthy situations that would trigger her post traumatic stress disorder. If it was not true she never would have kept the child from the father. More infatically, the father would have never stayed in hiding if it was not true! Now CPS has succeeded in reuniting her over to the real perpetrator! With a warm welcome and red carpet! He refuses a polygraph still or counseling but that's OK with CPS! I wonder if they'll seize his computer first! Oh No silly! Of course not, they need to save themselves further $$$ for her difficult care and will do anything to cut her loose from the cost of state support. What ever the real perpetrator wants though, they/CPS give now! After all didn't our girl not have the freedom in just a few months to get addicted to drugs under their watch in foster care? Every turn of the way they have given the disturbed child whatever she demands including NOT going to counseling etc or going to school or whatever , whatever..... no wonder they want her off their hands. She's non compliant at every turn. She sweetly manipulates until she goes for the kill. Unleashed, without providing her the proper therapy for her many diagnosed mental conditions. Of course what is encouraged by the CPS, to cut off all contact with the MOM. The daughter is all for that too because how can she face her Mom after the damage of all her lies she has told? It is easier for her to sever that relationship than face the hurt she has caused her mom and step dad whom she loved and was openly affectionate with all those years.

Geez! This is CPS at work wiping out families in America. This could happen to you or someone you love. God help you against that dark force if they should get involved under a false pretense. They don't care as long as they WIN! They are hellbent to WIN at any cost. God's truth will have the last word, indeed it shall!!! BUT, Who has the MONEY $$$$$$ to fight this kind of horror? They are doing a dis service to the children who are truly victims of child molestation. Its a lynching MOB mostly like the days in the south the KKK went after anyone of was of color to set an example of. What's the difference today in America?

SADLY, to this date the CPS institution fails to provide a proper therapy for our disturbed child. They continue to enable her patterns of destructive, manipulative behaviors and have severed any relationship with the outraged mother who devoted her life to keeping her child safe. CPS reports giving lip service only regarding therapy for our accuser and the unsuitable "kindergarten counselors" have failed to properly diagnose and treat the child's lifetime of personality disorders.

What will become of her do you suppose? She'll be 18 soon enough and they will drop her like a hot potato! They will wash their hands of this girl at the soonest possible moment they are able to get away with it. You watch. They have no accountability for what destruction they will cause by failing to get proper help for the child and will continue to cause harm to innocent families right here in America! Frightening.

The Wrongfully Accused are in Good Company!

2007-10-23T21:08:00.000-07:00

Jesus Christ too was brought before the Ruler of his time. The "ruler" could not find that he had done anything wrong or broken any law but rather chose to wash his hands of the matter in light of the roaring crowd and accusers who were hell bent to crucify Him because of their own twisted agenda. The official too, had to be popular amongst his constituents instead of doing the right thing.

Jesus also had people that knew the truth and were horrified at the injustice of the false accusations, who tried to help Jesus to no avail....

Life long learning brings you many different teachers. Everything that happens to us no matter how bleak, will happen for a reason and with a deep spiritual meaning. To be able to step back and ask God, "what is the meaning and purpose of all this?" God's answer will be revealed when the time is right. We cannot develop good roots unless we have the storms to test them!

"Blessed are those who are persecuted for my names sake."

" We look to you Oh God, to be our help in time of trouble. Every knee will bow....and every tongue will confess.....You see what is hidden and done so craftily in secret.....you see everything!"
THERE IS ALWAYS A HIGHER PLAN WITH GOD! tAKE TIME TO HEAR THIS SONG BY Brad Paisley and Sara Evans.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7wEa8YTGhM

ENTRAPMENT occurs when facing a dark scandal, deceit and a corrupted legal process!

2007-09-20T16:44:00.000-07:00

Sad, but true, this blog is not the only descriptive and truthful rantings of the Wrongfully Accused in the USA! We are the few who are passionate about sharing this horrific injustice as a warning to other innocent folks of what can happen to you and wipe you out financially and steal your livelihood and freedom based those who are evil enough to lie and exposing the cracks in the "legal system" that no longer is in place to seek the truth. A SYSTEM driven by quotas and political fame at the price of shattered innocent lives or for seemingly: political correctness.

Here is a clip interview by the author of: A Rush to Injustice by Nader Bayoun:

Lopez: Who’s the bigger enemy in this case: DA Nifong or President Brodhead?

Baydoun: They are both guilty of mishandling the situation in their own way, but much of this travesty could have been avoided had Nifong handled this case properly. Nifong’s misconduct led to a tidal wave of extreme political correctness which caused Mr. Brodhead to make knee jerk reaction decisions out of fear for the image of the school rather than doing what is right.

YEP! Sounds like our very own CPS agency in bed with the police and prosecutors too!! You bet.....before you know it you got a FRAME JOB to cover every ones serious mistakes and oversights into the REAL TRUTH!!

At long last, A BRIDGE TO HEALING WATERS?

2007-08-24T10:07:00.000-07:00

This is the first day since our misguided runaway has fled her loving, conservative home in Sept of 2005 that Mom has had a peaceful sleep because her daughter is now safe. Perhaps this journey and the host of prayers have led to this bridge of hope and healing for her special needs child. Perhaps this new home with her Auntie and Uncle whom we all have loved and missed through the years is going to be the soft landing place for our girl to get the the special help she truly does need in an atmosphere of love that will seek the truth that sets free.... Perhaps this is where God can do for us what we are unable to do for ourselves. Perhaps this is where we fall on our knees in loving surrender to God's will for our lives and in honesty become accountable for our destructive choices and the trail of wounded that lies in our wake which bred division and strife. This may be where we can meet up with justice and mercy and healing as we bath in the living waters that flow from heaven. It is only God that can take all things and make them for good as we surrender to HIM and feel the pain. At last, there is hope for righteousness and truth to prevail. No body can walk in our shoes but us. We all have our own journey and it is up to us to do the right thing for what we have been given. May the healing waters flow and may choices that lead to life begin today..........Selah.

Today, Mom walks on alone and her innocent husband suffers injustice from the actions of false accusations.

CAN MOM SURVIVE THE INCOMPREHENSIBLE BETRAYAL FROM HER GIRLS?

2007-06-25T21:23:00.000-07:00

Time will only tell if Mom can return from the ashes of a home and heart in ruins. Will her innocent husband survive in prison with these charges? How can they endure each day and their future knowing this kind of pain and disillusionment? "I have had a complete breakdown from what evil betrayal my family has done to me at the push of CPS" Daughters who she devoted her life to raise and protect and teach and guide into wholesome living betray her in the worst way. The youngest a victim of sexual abuse by her father at age 3 is left with scars of mental personality disorders namely: Dissociative Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress disorder, Oppositional Defiant Disorder, Attachment Disorder and delusional and psychotic behaviors. At age 14 with no regard for the truth or feeling, out of anger she spins a web of lies that sends her innocent step father to prison and destroys her Mom's home. A system who are in bed together: CPS, Detectives and Prosecutor ignores all of the above and proceeds unrelenting to enable the lies and destroys innocent lives. The oldest sister perhaps driven by revenge and retaliation, does she aid or instigate the lie to destroy her mother's life? Why does it seem the oldest sister today, continues with a propensity for deceit, rage and drama that terrorizes the lives of those closest to her? Also, this story could not be spun without the meddling neighbor who needed XTRA money who CPS creates as FOSTER "MOM". This was the perfect venue for our accuser who's dream was to run wild, party and act out all her sexual appetite visually escalating since 8 years old. It was in this "make shift" Foster Care the teen became an addict while still being the chameleon to all her therapists and bamboozals CPS reflected in their reports of how wonderful and happy she was doing and ONLY wanted to stay with her foster mom who let her do these things and on foster mom's MYSPACE reflected the same things! Touching tongues with the other sister and partying, martini glasses on her breasts etc. ALL THE WHILE CPS candy coats their reports OUR accuser's drunkenness, stoned and self near-porn shots are posted on MYSPACE at all hours of the night! Which is still going on right now. Good job CPS!

No healing can begin without rigorous HONESTY! None, impossible! Perhaps after everyone involved does a polygraph test there can be a starting point. Honesty, EVERYONE must get honest. But the perjurers are actively addicts of either alcohol or chemical dependency so how do we know when they are lying??? When their lips are moving! We the accused asked for a polygraph from the onset of this story just as soon as the accuser did one first. This request was NEVER done! She was the one who as doing the "crazy" lying! As per her diagnosis: she does this so well and can instantly at a push of a button can disassociate from her reality like a cookie cutter experience. That is how she has survived this so well. In an instant she can be all things to all people. But she cannot keep track of the details of her lies. She sugary, sweetly prepares her new surroundings to learn how she may manipulate to get her way as she has done repeatedly all her life and in foster care. She is not sincere. Her appetite is not within her control and she has not gotten the help for it. She is always plotting her strategy like she is living her split personality. Just compare her CPS, therapist reports with all her MYSPACE vocabulary and postings from all her friends in and out of rehab and relapsing and laughing about it. Our girl's only wise remark is as she has posted recently "HURTING PEOPLE, HURT PEOPLE" that is out of the mouth of babes! WHEN will she get help for her monumental destructive actions?

The two teenage girls who conspired together a story that put a good man in prison need to tell the truth and how they came to the point of no return with their scandal." Who " motivated them and coached them and why. Appropriate Institutional Rehab needs to be made available to the one with the many diagnosed illness since 3 years old to address the root of her issues.

Please see this similar story of a girl with a previous sexual abuse history at a young age and see how quick she was to later become the perpetrator and scandalously lie about an innocent person out of anger or revenge. This is just like our story. Thanks to CPS more lives are ruined. This girl too, must live with the guilt of what she has done.

http://drkeith.warnerbros.com/galleries/video/player.html?=1046clip

The sickest part of this whole experience is the rampant CPS, Police and Prosecutor MISCONDUCT!!!!! Read more on this subject!

http://barbarasblogspot.blogspot.com/2007/06/justice-denied-prosecutors-are-master.html

CPS manipulates and refuses to provide contact or counseling for mother/daughter. Mom must first look daughter in the eyes to say she believes her lies. Can't be done. CPS never did their own investigation and never contacted the many on the family and friends list to question the story. CPS has sent no reports of recent documentations of their doings to the Mother. Mom is homeless but has a forwarding address. Still they send no communication.

Today, AFTER ALL THIS, CPS driven by money pressures, reunites the father with the poor sick child who he molested at age 3. A man who has been in hiding from these accusation for 13 years. The man the child repeatedly said to therapists "my Daddy B___" hurt me and she play acted out what he did to her for witnesses and therapists. "he stuck a stick in my butt and made it bleed" "I don't ever want to see my Daddy "B' til I'm ninety! "why did my Mom let my Daddy hurt me?" This is a man who kidnapped her for 2 weeks without telling anyone where she was for what was to be a weekend visit. It was after this that the child was never the same again. A man who was never charged because the Mom fled the state to protect her daughter from further harm after seeing her playact oral sex with another 2 year old saying "this is what my Daddy does to me!". A man who got away with it because Mom had no strength or money to do what needs to be done to return to the original state to press charges. WHY? She had no strength or money. He simply can refuse the polygraph and say he didn't do it and the girl gets to live with him now! Good job CPS.

Let's see MORE housecleaning of deceitful Prosecutors PLEASE!

2007-06-17T17:31:00.000-07:00

Eloquently said about the deeds of injustice by another prosecutor who seeks not the truth but of personal gain and notoriety. One day we hope to see the presiding judge and his "side kick" prosecutor over our case get the same disgrace. To deliberately cause harm to the innocent and block the truth leading to our innocence are alarming and incomprehensible actions by our "ministers of justice!"

OOOhh...the poor little people who can't afford decent representation against the likes of these prosecutors with a bottomless pit of taxpayers $$$$ to fund and weave the web of their deceptions for the jury.

****Nifong's actions involved "dishonesty, fraud, deceit and misrepresentation."
State Bar prosecutor Douglas Brocker told the committee that as Nifong investigated the allegations that a stripper was raped and beaten at a March 2006 party thrown by Duke's lacrosse team, he charged "forward toward condemnation and injustice," weaving a "web of deception that has continued up through this hearing."
"Mr. Nifong did not act as a minister of justice, but as a minister of injustice," Brocker said.***

To read the rest of this article:
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,283353,00.html

Meanwhile back at the ranch the plot thickens with our star accusers living a life of deception all of their own, continuing to bamboozle those in charge, manipulating the system for their own sneaking around to do those things they had to escape their conservative "over protective" home to do. Partying, sex and on and on they go leaving a wake of destruction as they hurt others close to them or anyone blocking their path of freedom. Busting the rules and boundaries again?!? Those darling sweet girls? How do they sleep at night after the lies and pain they have caused? Well, this is how they do it....MENTAL ILLNESS. Sociopaths have no conscience!

The power of a "child's" LIE.......unchecked!

2007-06-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

Enjoying your lovely home? Maybe until you've spent a few months in jail or go to PRISON for something you did not do!!!!! A seasoned old veteran polygraph tester recently said, "it is nothing new that these young kids are making false accusations about their parents that are devastating"...what he will do is do the polygraph on both parents....one person will always "cave in" that has failed the test from lying...there is always "someone" pushing behind the scandel....pushing, coaching the child with the lies about a parent .... these types have no respect for authority, the law or think twice about the devastation their story will explode. They are fearless of the consequences for their actions. They are unafraid of the law and what can happen for obstructing justice or lying to a police officer. What has become of the children of our society?

We'd like to see each accuser and accused do a polygraph test and a Liar's Body Language specialist to make an analysis of the original video taped detective interviews of the accuser's at the onset of the storytelling! This could have saved the state alot of money had they done this first! They could have done the right thing with the results and gotten long overdue psychiatric help for the perjurer's themselves. Now they deserve incarceration for their injurious criminal acts.

Wrongful accusations and a childs lies can disrupt, poison and destroy a happy life at home and bring the innocent to financial ruin in just a short time. Who can remedy the pain suffered from a young child's foolish quest?

I AM SO DEPRESSED!

In just a few short months our lovely home can be lost and ruined. Today, someone else has the power to lie, steal and destroy without people ever seeking to ask the other side of the story!

Put yourself in these shoes and realize nobody cares what your side of the story is. They don't believe you without even inquiring. Presumptuous, people make their minds up far too soon. Our tax dollars are paying for some innocent souls in prison just because some influential state attorney's can't afford to risk their reputation at making a mistake. Spinning their wheels to enable a faulty investigation, allowing detectives to beef up the evidence to save their own ass' from embarrassment or demotion.
Yep folks, this is guilty until proven innocent in America!

Perhaps there is an exuse from our appointed officials. Perhaps they are so jaded in the criminal system that they believe ALL those accused simply MUST be guilty and therefore proceed unrelenting, rushing in as if it were so without verifying credibility of accusers. Or perhaps they are merely driven by quotas of convictions placed by politicians. In reality, today, the ethic's and morals of soceity's youngest are so lacking that the accusers themselves have become the perpetrators!

Justice DENIED in America!

2007-06-03T20:51:00.000-07:00

Due process to protect the innocent has been denied. HOW? Information herein blocked from the jury! Testimony from defense witness's denied. Who were among the defense witness's? The accusers devoted Mom, grandpa, long time babysitters, aunts, uncles, long time family friends, teachers, youth leaders, all reputable members of society, drug free and they knew the accusers AND the accused very well! What else was denied the innocent/wrongfully accused? A proper investigation of the material used to bias the jury that was made available for defense review 1 hour prior to court. Computer data that was not part of the criminal charges. No defense expert witness regarding the mental stability of the accusers many mental disorders or computer examination. The prosecutor's accusers were (#1)a manipulative 14 year old girl who having a repeated pattern of lying was molested at age 3 and left with severe personalty disorders and a seductiveness that was active far before the step dad was in the picture. (#2)Her 34 year old sister who, has a pattern of rageful toxic behaviors. She has a history of drug and alcohol abuse and retaliates against anyone who confronts her inappropriate behaviors.. The older sister's history also of permitting drug and alcohol use for herself and to her own underage children who were "best friends" with the 14 year old. In fact one the 34 year old's daughters (#3)became an ally to the storytelling (#3 is afraid to tell the truth now). Sexual promiscuity is the "norm" among these girls. The 34 year old sister and the new "foster mom" poses on MYSPACE touching tongues and endorsing "partying" along with sexually explicit poses amongst all involved. On and on it goes. Their home life was volitile from the rantings of the 34 year old. Sound like a credible bunch? These 3 were hellbent to live together to party yet ALL THIS AND MORE was BLOCKED FROM THE JURY! These 3 were the STAR witness's for the prosecution. All had conflicting testimony on record based on the story telling of the 14 year olds grossly ridiculous list of accusations.

The #1 accuser was landed in drug rehab just a under 2 months before trial. All her myspace writings which glorified "f"word, sexual activity and drug use had one main point of sorrow revealed and repeated. It was her broken heart over the stupid "boy" that she gave up her first sexual experience with while in foster care! How "happy" she used to be when she was at home and dancing which was her passion...(.while with her mom and step dad)(sound like a girl who was abused everyday for 4 years without telling anyone? think again!) More unknown to the jury.....

Here is a posting from her internet site a few months before trial:

Please make my dream come true...

"as i lay there feeling his hands and body thrust against me i thought y..he doesn't really care and that if i go through with this ill live to regret til the end..but yet i let it happen over and over and now all i feel is the pain like a stab in the heart and i pray the satbbs will shuve thru till i die. and yes i was right he didn't care never did...so i wake up everyday and try to hold the tears back but yet they still fall i see them together and i see her i think she's perfection the gurl who got my dream the gurl that will get to see the things all never see...if i could have one wish i pray that god will just take this pain away and kill me!!!"

Here is another one before she went to drug rehab:

"ihave affically hit rock bottom...as we all know every teen goes thru these stages, mine recently has been an act of pursuing temptations all teenagers face...life is quite scary its crazy how thangs turn out, i don't know what happen to me...i remember when i was little playin with my dolls in my room spending every waking moment with my mom...getting babysat n now instead of playing with dolls its zippers, and well as for babysat well yes i do but while making beetis with the tolit.

I take the one person who loves me the most for granted and basiccly live like f-ing robots coming and going with who knows what pressures to face next.

I used to ask myself w-t-f am i doing to my life...mylife is misunderstood this isn't who i am i wish i wouldn't have followed thru with those temptations...cuz now instead of being the gurl who loved life to the fullest be the gurl who danced til she was olmost annorexic the gurl who always brightned ur day always had a smile on her face the girl who u can always count on to be sincerly happy....

now im the gurl u lov to be around cuz i make u laugh but only bcuz everthang is blurry...the gurl who the guys will look at cuz they know there bed won't be empty later on in the night n spending almost every waking minute with a tear rolling down myface, cuz i loved him, i opened my heart gave HIM a chance n lost apart of me to him and gave it up to him and then bcuz my heart hurts so bad i need a fix i try n cover it up with either the razor or drug of my choice....altho i truly love to dance it has always been a passion of mine since i was old enough to walk...i used to teach dance n perform,my dream was to grow up n be a dancer and pursue a career in it , nut now ull only catch me dancing on tables.

because of my decisions i have made, i've not only hurt me but my family as well. n even tho my friends still carry on the life i've been leading...ive hurt them too and i hope you guys know that my appologies are up in the air and are standing clear!

This is a snipit of what the prosecution withheld from the jury! These are confessions from a girl the CPS is documented as to lying to cover up the truth says #1 is doing wonderfully in her foster home and she is well adjusted and wants to stay. She tells them her (real) Mom is cool but she would just run again if she went back home to live. WHY? Because she can't do all these wild things in her Mom's home. It was too strict! Now she is suffering with guilt and shame over the lies she told to get out of her house and to do these things: her "bad" choices. WHO NOW will help her with the guilt of destroying her Mom's life and putting an innocent man in prison so she could play play play and it eats at her like a cancer??? WHO really helps now?

A SYSTEM OUT OF BALANCE!!!!

2007-05-23T17:38:00.000-07:00

Who would have thought expert Attorney Patrick Clancy could predict and articulate how our wrongful accusation experience would play out to the tee! He has it described to dotting the "i's" and crossing the 't's!!" Today, approximately 60% of alledged child molestation claims turn out to be false yet those who should know better proceed to crucify all those accused blocking their due justice! CPS, detectives and prosecutors proceed with a vendetta and IGNORE all arguments/evidence or lack of evidence suggesting the accusations are false. PLease take the time to view this 57 minute rundown of incomprehensible wrongful accusations of child sexual abuse in America and how it plays out case after case!! It will bring tears to your eyes and send chills down your spine as you consider who you also know whom this has happened to.

http://www.falsely-accused.com/library/client.vids.html

What will become of us? Will our lives ever return to normal or happiness or just taking photos of flowers in the garden after being stripped of our rights in the USA? Guilty until proven innocent! With so many innocent denied justice and thrown in prison? Is their hope for justice or reform? Help.

Prosecutorial Misconduct Study shows rampant LACK OF INTEGRITY!

2007-05-22T21:24:00.000-07:00

The Center for Public Integrity has a team of researchers conducting an exhaustive studies of the prosecutorial misconduct across the country in the criminal justice system of the USA. No surprise in our case as all of the offenses were on great display for the jury in our home town. Funny, how the "State" has a bottomless pit of tax payers money to fund and prove their case stopping at nothing(unethical) to win while the poor innocent accused has to scrounge at the unexpected expense of defense and so doomed to lose even with no evidence on their side. We suffer at the defenses lack of resources to properly defend the case to match the power of the accusers and the prosecutors antic's!

Our prosecutoress shreaked and shrilled abusively to each of the witness for the defense and made constant unprofessional expressions facing the jury during each testimony for the accused. She rolled her eyes with a twisted face and threw her arms up and down on her desk etc etc making her disdain known to all. She fabricated a story using misleading evidence etc etc.

See the harmful errors:

http://www.truthinjustice.org/misconduct.htm

Prosecutors are enabling, priming and pumping the perjuring witnesses (who never have to do a polygraph to proceed) for their false testimony and send innocent ones to PRISON with NO REMORSE!!!!! Perjurer's DO NOT back down to save their OWN selves from the consequences of their own fraudulent behaviors! Why should they tell the truth? So they may go to jail for lying???

http://www.law.northwestern.edu/depts/clinic/wrongful/Causes/eyewitnessstudy01.htm

http://www.post-gazette.com/win/

This problem is out of control in AMERICA! Wrongfully accused in the USA!!!!

http://www.law.northwestern.edu/depts/clinic/wrongful/index.htm.

So much OUT OF CONTROL that John Grisham has written his first NON-fiction on this very subject.
See the bestseller: The Innocent Man!

See also the compelling book by Dennis Fritz: Journey toward Justice

See how Prosecutors can be master FRAMERS of innocent men!!

http://www.justicedenied.org/master.htm

Good COP, Bad COP? You Bet!

2007-05-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

Never assume for a minute that our law enforcement detectives are beyond compromising their moral obligation to seek evidence that is entirely truthful! We are told by more than one detective that they can plant or fabricate computer images and alter dates to say ANYTHING they want on your computer. It is quite simple for a computer geek! They can willingly manipulate lab findings or evidence and do lie all the time under oath to create the story they believe needs a little extra help to convict.

Please take some time to see how The INNOCENCE PROJECT is saving innocent lives by proving police and prosecutor misconduct/fraud in other cases. Their website gives case after case of convictions being overturned because the injustices at work in our criminal justice system that has been flawed for years. Now proven innocent by DNA testing these stories have a underlying theme of misconduct by authorities abusing their power.

http://www.innocenceproject.org/Content/312.php

http://www.innocenceproject.org/Content/356.php

Read more than one, you will be amazed and scared at what lengths they will go to just to "win"!!

Here is how bad lawyering will put away poor innocent people also. Lawyers that are apathetic and not caring about their responsibility to defend. Lawyers that are all about the retainer money and not about the TASK! Lawyers that will drain your purse with no effort in return!

http://www.innocenceproject.org/understand/Bad-Lawyering.php

SEE ALSO this site for those innocent in prison:

http://www.innocentinprison.org/

God see's EVERYTHING!

2007-04-22T22:39:00.000-07:00

We will be held accountable for every idle word and every thing done in secret will be brought into the light. The hole which you dig for another you will fall into yourself! .....Promises from the Most HIGH!

The headlines read: "TROUBLED TEEN Betrays FAMILY to join 'Girls Run Wild'

2007-04-17T20:03:00.001-07:00

That's right, today the story is about a naive teenage girl at age 14 screaming at her mother "You are so over protective! You won't let me do anything!!" That scenario followed the next day with a runaway teen. She runs to go live with her friends who get to drink, smoke and party as they please without parental supervision. The child is picked up by the police and alledges a mile long list of alledged sexual abuse by the "step dad" so she doesn't have to go back home to live! It was too strict! That's the ticket! CPS and the new inexperienced police investigator bites the bait. Hook, line and sinker! The child is thrilled to be placed at the home of her very best friend who's Mama needs some extra money and quickly tests to qualify for the CPS $$$ as foster parent. With a farce of a story, the step dad goes to jail (GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT) FACT: while the child lies to every therapist, case worker and police officer AND HER FRIENDS!! But cool.... She gets her own cell phone and spending cash to buy cigarettes, pot, cocaine and oxycontin etc. In just 15 months, the child becomes sexually promiscuous, posing like porn stars on the internet, consistantly fails in school and then lands in drug rehab with also a new razor habit because she is so afraid to tell the truth! Her secrets and lies is all consuming her now.This is what she left her quiet, clean 2 parent home for that was drug and alcohol free. A loving home with rules and expectations. A home with firm boundaries. She loved her Mom and step Dad! But....BOOM! Innocent lives are shattered from a girl going wild......out of control with a long history of manipulative behavior and lying. Thousands ++++ of $$$ spent on attorneys. Why? Because she is a troubled child with previous trauma at a very young age. This is what can happen later in an abused child's life! It actually happens like clock work when they hit puberty. And to watch hundreds of thousands of $$ our tax dollars blown in the criminal system and CPS to enable such insanity is alarming. They admit in juvenile court, they did no investigation. Perhaps coached by a sister with a pattern of destroying lives in rageful anger in her path, sabatoging and using revenge to burn bridges with all her relationships. They swooned over the poor child and her story. Ignored the mother's pleading and insight with a paper trail. They show her only disdain and tell her she must believe the daughters story or no contact. They furnished the liar with an entourage of attention and continue to misdiagnose the real life long issue and the story telling is all B.S. !!!! CPS only intends to put the accused in jail for life to show the mom their coercive power for her not believing the child. Today in America, this could happen to you!

Our song dedicated TO OUR FAITH UPHOLDING US IN THIS NIGHTMARE:Blessed be the Namehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCVwRK5nsUo

Our case is paralleling with injustices of the Duke LaCrosse Case

2007-04-13T17:34:00.000-07:00

Here is the facts about our injustice. This case was wrongfully tried in a farce of a trial only as a publicity stunt for the ostentatious grandstanding from a small town prosecutor who chose to wrongfully proceed with a case, that had no evidence, just to further her career. She abused her power with the sensationalism of the subject to pivot her career from. She clearly manipulated and prejudiced the jury by blocking a lengthy list of exculpatory witness testimony and evidence that would show cause and motive to the jury for the lies and conspired scandal by the epitome of uncredible witnesses!

There was no DNA. No witnesses to the act. No criminal history. No medical evidence. Each accuser and only conspiring witness(total 3) were completely unstable and lacking total credibility and collaborated an openly dark pact(related sisters) in their perjuring scandal provoked by retaliation. Multiple diagnosed personality disorders and current psychiatric evaluations and actions were withheld confirming psychotic and delusional behaviors by the accusers that have been on going for years prior to the onset of this event. The fact that the main instigator has a pattern of terrorizing and blackmailing and viciously destroying lives with her psychotic raging fits was not made known to the jury. She has traumatized her own children who are in terror of her relentless rantings. An arms length of witnesses and documentation to these facts was withheld or silenced in advance. Each of the 4 different statements by the accusers were totally contradicting of the others. Merely snowballing over time. Stating she may have been "dreaming" she wasn't sure...etc!! Yet, the eager prosecutor chose to gain only notoriety for the high profile case destroying innocent lives in the process. Absolutely, no polygraph was taken by the young unstable accusers or by the request of the wrongfully accused. NONE! Manufactured evidence by the police to manipulate the jury to execute an obstruction of justice to cover their own butts surfaced last minute to create the illusion to back their case after MOM sends a letter to juvenile court that really angers the CPS institution to retaliate yet in reality the evidence ties no link to the wrongfully accused... Discovery that was meant to only prejudice the jury was withheld from the defense deliberately until the day of trial 1 hour prior to presentation! So many blunders and to the shock of all ready to testify who were gagged and slammed as the prosecutor who shrieked abrasively to each witness for the defense, rolling her eyes, throwing up her hands, throwing herself down on the table or facing the jury and rolling her eyes at every word the witnesses tried to speak. On and on and there we have it an innocent man sent down the river for 25 years and a simple conservative, traditional family blown to bits by a kangaroo court and sham trial for the newspaper article!! Justice was not served. This is an incredible obstruction of justice. A Modern day WITCHHUNT! The now, obviously "criminally" insane accuser and cohort is left wide open and empowered to do this again and again.

The ATTORNEY GENERAL should fire the prosecutor (just like they did Nifong)and all those involved in this scandal. A demand for a polygraph by each person giving testimony/accusers should be ordered. All documentation of psychiatric evaluations before and after this event should be considered admissible by each witness accusing. A liar's body language specialist should view the accuser's initial taped testimony taken by police. Witness testimony as to the behaviors and actions of the accusers should be heard. CPS who openly confessed in court that NO investigation had been done on their part should be sued! The hot rod detective who declared this merely a "coin toss" 9 months after seizing 5 computers by swat team style with gunpoint to the head, busting down the door entry, should be put to a polygraph! So be it for today.....Hell in the lives of the wrongfully accused in the USA! There is always a reason when the people who know the accusers best KNOW that this is nothing but a sham especially if it's MOM herself! $100,000 is what several attorneys said they would need to take the case. That is no where near what we had to pay for this trouble.

Our founding forefathers would be horrified at the injustice and lack of integrity rising from some of today's officer's of the state system. Shame!

OOPS, You mean the DA made a mistake????

2007-04-11T17:47:00.000-07:00

Now this is how our story would have played out had all the truth about our unstable accuser been revealed to the jury or to reputable authorities. What we will see is our girl hard at it again the next time she gets disgruntled with her surroundings!

DUKE LACROSSE STORY:
All sexual assault, kidnapping and other charges have been dropped against the three Duke University lacrosse players indicted for raping an exotic dancer, North Carolina Attorney General Roy Cooper announced Wednesday.
"The result of our review and investigation shows clearly that there is insufficient evidence to proceed on any of the charges," Cooper said. "Today we are filing notices of dismissal for all charges."
He added: "We believe these cases were a result of a tragic rush to accuse and failure to verify serious allegations. Based on these significant inconsistencies of evidence and the various accounts given by the accusing witness, we believe these three individuals are innocent of these charges."

Cooper said not only are the players innocent of the charges they faced, but there is "no credible evidence that an attack occurred at that house on that night."
"All evidence contradicts her story. She contradicts herself," he said of the accuser, Crystal Gail Mangum.
read on...this sounds just like our baby!

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,265187,00.html

AAAHHH so we must endure stalking and taunting by the lofty perjurer's themselves strutting about with such confidence!

2007-04-10T18:39:00.000-07:00

TODAY! This is when we realize the lack of character from those who have secretly plotted and schemed to cause the innocent to suffer! Gloating, scoffing, mocking and ridiculing is not from above. God's Spirit reflects humility and love for the truth to prevail. Always in gentleness and kindness reflecting the true Spirit of love from above. Do not be so sure of your footing lest ye fall....this has only just begun!

Funny, how convenient to have dear old dad show up on the scene 13 years later and the day after the wrongfullyaccused is sentenced. Strange? Funny ? Not really because CPS has incomprehensibly arranged to reunite the child with the real perpetrator father who abused the child into her current state of mental illness at age 3 years old! As if the right hand doesn't know what the left hand is doing. He has had no contact with her for 13 years because of this fact (documented in the cps system at age 5) but now since they put the wrong man in prison for 25 years they feel it's time to have someone, anyone take the financial burden off the state for her care. Really we understand. They hand her over on a silver platter! Hasn't her fraudulent little story cost them a million dollars already?? After all, she is a little difficult to manage since she landed in drug rehab under their watch. Oh she's very deceptive, lies and manipulates they say! Surprise?? Duh! All Moms efforts and agony in protecting this child from further harm for 14 years and providing a safe and structured home goes out the window in one phone call! CPS ruins the child and her family by failing to do the right thing by her, failing to properly diagnose and treat her Reactive Attachment Disorder issues (which explains why we are here today.) It's sick and it's evil of the darkest form of what they have done. Not sure how we swallow this pill.

We are rendered powerless but God see's everything! Our goal is for ONLY righteousness and truth to prevail. So be it until we stand before God Almighty about every bit of this!! See ya there! Trust me, we shall ALL give an account for the things we have said and done in secret and also for those things done in front of everyone!

Mom speaks out: "A Betrayal worse than DEATH!"

2007-04-06T19:32:00.000-07:00

CATCH 22!! Mom is damned if she does and damned if she don't ! I have devoted my life to my daughter's healing and recovery. Counselor's told me when she was age 6 that they have done all that they could but watch out when she hits puberty! "How will I know I asked?" They said" You'll KNOW!!!!"

And here we are today! Mental illness erupting like clockwork and a story of setting BOUNDARIES gone AWRY!

Back in the early ninety's when I conceived this daughter I was caring for my other dying daughter of cancer. She was diagnosed at age three. My dear girl was 2 when her sister died. This experience caused me to be in the hospital with the sick one for 3 weeks at a time several times per year when my little doll was born. We were so excited that maybe God allowed us to conceive to perhaps be a lifesaver for the dying sister as a possible bone marrow transplant! My oldest daughter was a teen when all this sadness and sorrow erupted with death and dying and she was severly traumatized as well. She ran away too at age 14 and got pregnant at 16 to escape the doom and gloom at our house. The Dad, a TV evangelist, and I led a very rigid lifestyle. He was constantly berating me about obedience to him as the head of the home though he was often in money troubles constantly with bill payers calling for $$$ he owed everyone. He often told me that if I didn't obey or agree with him on everything that I would kill our daughter from being in "strife!" I was too busy with this dying child to know the details of the finances or his craziness. He was a narcisstic one with denial of reality at the forefront. I never got to prepare my baby for heaven when she died or say "Good Bye" or tell her about God's angels taking her to Jesus house as that would have been a "bad confession!" When she passed, it sent many of us in a whirlwind of reality and questioning our current "TOXIC" faith. My baby's death actually set us free from a ridiculous faith unlike the simple belief that as we surrender our care and will over to HIM, He will make all things right no matter what or how it turns out..... and that I am grateful to be forgiven by a Savior that paid the price for me to see heaven someday!

After years of sobriety, the despair of her death led both her dad and I into a time of relapse and drinking alcohol for a time again. With myself it was just over a year I believe. We separated to divorce, after the tragedy, and then after visitations and hysterical outburst my dear daughter let me know that her "Daddy" had abused her sexually at age 3! This was during a time when he had lost his license a year from drinking with a DUI. Maybe he was drunk when he did it. I don't know, nevertheless it was done. Horrified and convinced and affirmed by witnesses, within 3 days of this realization I had packed up my stuff and fled the state to protect my child from further injury from her narcisstic, grandiose father. He was so controlling and powerful I feared that he would con his way to abuse her more if I didn't leave to protect her. There were clear actions and my gut feeling something evil was happening. ))))Not like today's story at age 14! Actions speak louder than words! A girl with accusations like now could not have acted so cutesy and adorable during the time this was to be happening under my roof when I was HOME!! A MOM KNOWS even if her intuition is confirmed after the fact! Rather it's the rat I smell of lying and craftiness, secrets and manipulation from the powers enabling the story. If it were true all "involved" would not have been "in hiding" all this time. It took me over a year to even know what she had said about us! Meanwhile she was having the time of her life in FOSTER care which was at her best friends house who lived in the house behind our home! Freedom to do all the naughty things I wouldn't permit at my house!(((( Herein lies the RUB!!!!!!

I arrived at another state and began the journey of restoration. My 3 year old had psychotic outbursts that were night terrors and fits that would last for 3-4 hours at a time. After many months of abuse I took from this hysterical child, (trying to stab me with a knife and putting the car into the river, screaming all night etc) I sought help from the "system". She was so out of control and traumatized at age 4 that I could not help her! I too was suffering considerably after losing a child at 7 years old to cancer and then a divorce and then realizing that her "preacher" daddy was molesting his own daughter..... eh.

The trauma was so signifigant that my girl had 3-4+ diagnosis' of personality disorders. CPS really 'helped me' then and they got a restraining order from her Dad ever coming close. Eventually I was able to get her back after my own journey of healing and restoration. Not until I was ready...maybe 15 months later she was in a wonderful foster care. From then on it was a journey protecting this girl from anything that would throw her into a traumatized fit from post traumatic stress disorder! She would act up at school and they would call me weekly to come get her as she was unconsoleable! She had multiple personalities. She was unable to concentrate or focus on passing grades but somehow they would pass her. I exhausted myself in protecting her from any outside or unhealthy influence that would set her off into a trance of hysteria. For her entire lifetime I never had TV cable in case she would see something that would upset her post traumatic stress disorder. We only had or rented vidoes. This also, made it almost impossible to date others or move on with MY life. I managed only to date a few different men but kept my daughter away from most of it all. A single parent, I worked at the local Health Food Store for 7 years to support ourselves part time during school hours. I could not afford much, except with 'no health benefits', to keep us healthy I used alternative health and vitamins. My child grew up in an alcohol and drug free home always! TRUE: I never had the money to come back home to press charges on the real abusing father either so he literally has lived free from contact from her or consequences.

Until I met my love of my lifetime..... I never thought I would have a man in my life til she was grown and gone because of the depth of her injury. She was 10 1/2 when we married.

She adored my husband and seemed happier than she ever was for years up til she left. She was thrilled for him to be a Dad to her since she hadn't had one til now and she called him "Dad" up til she ran away. She was so happy even through the usual disorders or outbursts when phone priviledges were enforced etc. Her rantings were farther and farther apart until she hit her teens. 6th grade...She was caught smoking and stealing with kids I didn't approve of who were also dabbling in witchcraft! She acted out more sexual behavior that caused us both discomfort. As if she was persuing her step dad to be a "boyfriend"...she was the one I had to watch her behaviors. ALL THE TIME! She didn't know where to draw the line. She acted unusually inappropriate to all adult men in her life before my husband came along! She was strange, seductive or flirtatious and couldn't be trusted to behave properly. I always had to keep an eye on her behavior and sensor things she was exposed to. We caught her in the middle of the night on the computer etc or standing over our bed. Sleep walking. Nights were her times to re-live her trauma in dreams and now confused fantasies. She took alot of energy to monitor. She was always pushing the envelope with us and teachers. The straw that broke the camels back was how my husband would email all the teachers at school catching her in the oddest lies etc. about homework and flunking. She in the end began to turn on him for helping me. She couldn't get away with as much. She was a boundary BUSTER since age 3! (Inner anger toward me for letting her go with her real dad back then.) She couldn't manipulate us or turn us against each other since we were a constant team monitoring her activiites. I rarely ever left them alone together in 4 years yet she comes up with the farce of a story that her accusations happened daily almost. This is literally impossible. She later had lied to every therapist , detective and case worker about her claims. All to provide an exit to our overly structured home. Kinda like at age 14, your home probably doesn't allow your child tatoos! Ours didn't either or piercings! But she managed to get those in her first few months in her new foster care!

My daughter has acted now, as if I'm just a BIO 'mother who gave birth' words suggestive of those in her all new circle of codependant, enablers who have placated a psychotic child's rantings. All have fallen into a facade of drama of a sociopathic child that has manipulated all those who barely know her including the entire state system. They have tried to make me look as if I'm a terrible mother not believing my child. If it was true...I would know it...I know my daughters! Believe me I know a real molested child when I see it! If I hadn't seen her interview recently she did for the police, taken only 2 weeks after running away from my home I wouldn't be so 100% positive she is lying about all of it. It was so stupid and they believed her! She to date, never once, told me once, of an abuse nor acted as though she had a new trauma(she was too happy and content...no trauma in her eyes or expressions) and believe me with an oppositional-defiant disorder she would NOT have tolerated anything!!!! ...Not 1 thing without blowing a fuse over it! She told them she told me everytime it happened! She has a pattern of defying authority! This abuse is just not true. She wouldn't have done a thing for this new man on the scene she had no allegience to. They were taking it easy getting to know each other. She was so excited about him and he was patient and good to her out of his devotion to me yet letting me do all discipline decisions. She is a liar and a lunatic and I will go to my grave insisting she is a liar on this accusation toward myself and my innocent husband who is a good man who would never do such a thing... Sentenced to life in prison???? We were framed by a prosecutor and system that can't afford to be wrong I suppose....they will give an account before God what they have all done in secret.

My psychotic child is enabled to harm again and again if she is not held accountable for this story she has told costing the state and our lives everything! It is merely a drama to her and her new friends. What kind of Mother would I be to relent when I know that I know what she has done?? I am not twisted or in denial...I know! God only knows how long a journey I have ahead until the real truth is revealed. The betrayal I feel from my child and her cohorts is worse than a death. There will be no closure until the truth becomes clear to all! I have worked too hard all these years for her healing to cave in now! God help! She never wanted to return back home. With or without my husband my home, it was too strict. This is only a manipulative game to her now....with those fanning her flame as if all her claims were true... What will she do now when there is only guilt and shame filling her soul for lying and destroying her devoted Mom and family? When the blush wears off the rose, what I ask will she and her accomplice's do with the pain that WILL surface? Do they win because I have no more MONEY to spend on this????

This site is an awareness for parents of children with:
Reactive Attachment Disorder!

http://www.helpguide.org/mental/parenting_bonding_reactive_attachment_disorder.htm

My daughter has about every symptom and every cause! Yet the CPS continue to enable, placate, misdiagnose and endorse the victim who is not a victim now! She is a skilled master at manipulating whoever is there at the moment. Bottom line:
She needs Jesus. That is a beginning I can only hope for.

Chameleon cons all sending an innocent man to PRISON!

2007-04-01T17:07:00.000-07:00

Never underestimate the power of mental illness. Never underestimate the powers of a judicial system that is hellbent on being correct. Never underestimate the control of detectives to beef up or manipulate "evidence" to cover their own errors in an investigation. Never trust child protective services to be doing what is best for the child. They can be home wreckers and are enabling very disturbed children to be misdiagnosed and continue in their sickness and seem more concerned with the money it costs involved in financing the problem child. In this case, they are trying to re-unite the child with the parent who sexually abused the child at age 3! Why sure, they need someone to step in and take the financial burden off the state! All this can snowball into a wrongful accused going to prison just to have the naive public to swallow the pill that justice has been served! As long as they have a head served up on the platter they are satisfied even if it's the WRONG GUY!

This case was stacked up against the accused before trial began. The jury was blocked from realizing motive and doubt about the young accuser, a life long liar and manipulator. Not her diagnosed mental illness and personality disorders since age 5, nor the nice family and friends who were witnesses to her behaviors all her life were not allowed to speak their story on behalf of the defense. Do you think if any of her 4 different versions of her allegations were believable or her actions and behaviors at home confirmed a whole new abuse that maybe her own mother and all the witnesses would have been standing behind her instead of the wrongfully accused? The people who had known her all her life didn't buy it for a second...her own mom was well aware of how a molested child acts and it just didn't happen this time folks! The allegations are not even remotely true and that is what has pissed off the powers "at be" about the mom who refuses to believe her child! The child was using her story to manipulate herself out of the structured home with boundaries! Then it became: push comes to shove...."HOW CAN YOU CHOOSE YOUR HUSBAND OVER YOUR own DAUGHTER???!?" the shrills and rantings of the prosecutor screams are heard into the next town. Simple, Mom makes a stand for the truth. She was there and this just did not happen. To do anything else is to enable a sick childs dysfunction and cause an innocent and a good man to suffer injustice!

Our darling is a chameleon, able to be anything she needs to be, for whoever it is at the moment. She can turn any color or mood in a second. An adorable aspiring young actress.

Problem is due to the depth of her real sexual abuse at such an early age along with a series of other losses, and attachment disorder she is able to tell such crazy lies with NO REMORSE! The the pain and destruction of who her lies have hurt and the horrendous pain she has caused her devoted family and that an innocent man whom she loved X 4 years is going to prison, are just not a factor in her brain. She has a cool new bunch eating out of her hand now and providing attention she never got before. They barely know her but, Cool! She's like a DIVA now! And she lies to all of them too! They even know it!

Here is what the CPS, detectives and prosecution was hiding from the jury:

Not only did the wrongfully accused senior citizen have no priors or history or witnesses confirming any other such activity. No alcohol or drug abuse was a factor either. A clean safe and sheltered home with rules, YES! Child predators have their homes and computers jam packed with videos, porn and magazines. Not so here. But after 6 months finding nothing on the computer, seized by gunpoint swat team style the A-Team had of 4 or 5 personal computers. They find "something interesting" entered only 1 hour after a juvenile court hearing that Mom refuses to believe the allegations are true and won't leave her husband. CPS had no evidence so they had to get with it. (200 porn pictures in question?) Do you have porn on your computer?? Do you know how it gets there? Of course your children themselves will be very interested in that without your knowledge especially if they are mentally ill from a prior sexual abuse.

Our little miss adorable, wide eyed accuser is alot like the popular song, "Oops, I did it again, I played with your heart, you fell for it and I'm not that innocent!" She currently has all these diagnosis's active since age 5: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Disassociative Disorder. Oppositional Defiant Disorder. Attachment Disorder. She is Psychotic and Delusional and has the mentality of an 8 year old and has been unable to perform in school, constantly failing since kindergarten. She habitually lies about nothing and when she doesn't need to. She has weird sexual tendencies. All this BEFORE meeting the accused. The minute she was able to leave her home from this story at age 14 which she claims was too over protective, she gets on MYSPACE and starts using horrible language in every breath, she takes self porn-like pictures with her and her friends. She becomes sexually active, losing her virginity to some loser and becomes addicted to alcohol, cocaine, marijuana and oxycontin or who knows what else in a few months in foster care. This is what she was aspiring to do. Her dream was to live with her older sister who at 34 allows her underage children to consume alcohol and drugs and allows children to "party" at her house which was not endorsed by Momma of accuser! Instead she got to live with her best friend who's momma also like to party with the older sister. Also one daughter plays a part in the story thought to perjure herself out of fear from her rageful mom or she too just had the dream that they all 3 could live together to party on with cocaine as their professed hero's! Of course the jury never saw their MYSPACE endorsing all these things or were made aware of their lack of credibility! The judge made sure of that in advance!

Yep, an innocent man is tried in a court that stonewalled these truths from surfacing. Why? Why does the state pursue some disturbed child's story without imposing a polygraph? Why doesn't everyone who testified have to do one just for fun? All the witnesses involved in trial should be forced to a polygraph now. WHY NOT?

What will our pretty little chameleon be up to next? She's lying about her own sobriety date now as she was put in drug rehab recently...unknown to the jury! She has a new phase of energy in manipulating the system in her world. Will she ever be held accountable for what she has done to her loving mom and step dad? What will her consequences be? How will she be helped for a real healing from her personality disorders and actions? Can God make something good come from this mess?

Shockingly true ...every bit of this is now true in the USA! Sad, but it takes $100,000 for a new attorney to appeal for a real trial. Who has that kind of money? Is this how they WIN to look good? It would be nice if they'd spin their wheels on getting real criminals..............do they ever do that? Get real criminals? How many are wrongfully accused also and have results sending the innocent to prison?

Certainly, there has to be a pony hiding somewhere in this pile of S#$%T!

If it was TRUE we would believe it!!!

2007-03-26T20:03:00.000-07:00

This story is an insult to REAL victims of child sexual abuse. An entire system playing on the sensationalism of the subject. Touche'! Certainly you can understand how in some cases it is cheaper to FRAME an innocent soul to prison for life rather than face the error of enabling a disturbed child's "million dollar" lie! Imagine the lawsuit upon that state for a series of blunders! Put yourself into the small town judges shoes to retire with a newspaper story about letting an alleged child molester free with more trumped up counts than most real predators have in America...really how would that read? No wonder the case was STONEWALLED to protect CPS, and/or the foolish detective! Do they want to stand there with egg on their face punked by a manipulative teen with multiple personality disorders diagnosed and in full bloom since age 5? I think not! Or how about Ms. Shirley Butski prosecutor who must have the feather in her cap, raging unprofessionally her venom, manipulating the jury with a unilateral rigged courtroom drama as if she was actually a victim of sexual abuse herself! So was she? It would make more sense since the accuser herself had no behaviors of a new trauma! It really is a game to those whose reputations are at risk. A death to those who are falsely accused! So surely, they slam the defense side, silencing the truth and due process which was doomed to succeed by the judge before trial begins. So it is in America today, the values of state paid officials more interested in covering each others mistakes and more willing to sacrifice an innocent life to cover their own butts than to allow justice and truth to prevail. It is a horror much like a Frank Peretti novel or even the popular novelist of legal dramas. Doubt? Reasonable doubt? There was plenty of it oozing but yet the jury served up the guilty verdict in 1 hour! Unbelievable!

But nothing will change the fact that God sees the entire conclusion of the matter and will bring every work into judgement, including every secret thing whether good or evil. We are to Fear God and Keep His Commandments, for this is all that man is.

In the dead of winter there is always hope for spring. It is not over. There is more to this story. The truth will burst forth. We are judged not by what the outside of the cup "looks like"...the newspaper articles or the farce of a corrupt trial that resembles a 1960's southern kangaroo court railroaded by the KKK! We are ALL judged by the inside of the cup. The truth and nothing but the truth.

Who pray tell will get our poor child the true help she needs and her cohorts if her lies are allowed to succeed? Who will she manipulate and devour as her next poor victim? Your son? Your brother? You should have her live in your own home now! What will become of her when CPS drops her like a hot potato at age 18? Do Tell! Who will help her handle the guilt and shame for destroying her happy family in one sweep? Where will her ridiculous entourage be? Will she develop more severe criminal behavior, more drug & alcohol addiction or become a pregnant welfare recipient or commit suicide? Good job guys. Touche' from all the friends and family members who love her and know her so well and knew she showed no signs of this story having any truth to it. "We were there to SAVE her life with accountability as well as the innocent victim of a the scandal!"

Here is a Casting Crowns song that best suits the stance we "the wrongfully accused" have made called: VOICE OF TRUTH

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXIQ8-bM718

The Bigger the Mess the Bigger the Miracle!

2007-03-16T13:30:00.000-07:00

If we faint in the day of adversity our strength is small, so it has been said. So here we are facing life and death really. We've done all we can and must continue to stand, when we are powerless we are surrendering and trusting our will and lives over into the care of God who is able to restore us to sanity! This is when we go forth bathed in the power of prayer knowing the things God hates which are detestable to Him: haughty eyes, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that devises wicked schemes, and feet that are quick to run into evil, God hates a false witness who pours out lies and anyone who stirs up dissension amongst family!

We move forward knowing God is on the side of truth and he hears the prayers of the righteous! What would we do without knowing there is a Higher Power who sees everything and deals in justice and mercy? We know that one is better off with a millstone tied around his neck and dropped into the deepest sea than to get what God has for those who mess with His own! I will let Go and let God and watch and see what He shall do on behalf of the innocent one.....I pray for repentence by the evil doers and perjurers. Funny how they never consider having to stand before God about all the scandel, the secrets and lying, and scheming that has happened to harm an innocent man. That's the scariest day of all. I want to be on Gods good side when I meet my Maker!

If He can care for the birds without them asking for help, He can care for me! Help! God Help our poor sick child that has hurt so many, so swiftly, especially herself. Our hands are clean and our hearts are pure. We are waiting on you to intervene. With all the hype and all the hoop la....and all that fuss over her from those who should be able to see.... yet it is like the Casting Crowns song in alot of ways...."Doesn't anybody Hear Her?" The steeple people are those in the lofty system she is in. The first part speaks of the daughter's actions, the last part describes the Mom's journey in this mess.We give her to you she is your child....we trust you with her life... we are powerless.

Who's the Perpetrator? Who's the Victim?

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Violating and injuring the soul of another and done by someone you'd truly trust to protect you from harm is betrayal of the worst kind. The younger the child (and the closer the offending family member) is brutally damaging to the person for life. Some victims never recover without help. Interestingly, there is often some horrific event in the past life of criminals. There is something that causes a person to be damaged or one that evolves into sociopathic or psychotic, delusional behaviors. Multiple personality disorders, crippling learning disabilities or the art of compulsive lying and manipulation. Something is at the root of the strange oppositional and defiant behavior. Guilt and shame can drive one into substance abuse or self mutilation.Sometimes it's a flashback from post traumatic stress disorder. Why, soldiers from Vietnam can tell you they have been having flashbacks for 30 years after being home from the battle fields. A color, a smell, a sound or just looking through a window can set someone off into a freak out. Or perhaps the odd behavior could be hereditary.
Stealing the innocence of a trusting child is the most vile thing a human being can do to another. Trouble is folks, it happens all the time. Adults who are riddled with emotional issues from childhood abuse are now able to confess the roots of their injuries and pain in support groups. Adult children of sexual abuse are getting help for their life long struggles and disabilities and character defects they can trace back to that buried event.
There is hope, help and healing if the person can get into the right hands. God sees everything. He loves us, each one.....
http://www.fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html
Help for the female sex addict:http://www.celebraterecovery.com/SmallGroups/sa_Women.shtml
History of abuse recovery:
http://www.celebraterecovery.com/SmallGroups/sex.shtml
Help for the razor cutters aka: self mutilation
http://www.solutionsonvideo.com/videos/PA/townsendA1275.htm
Unfortunately, what is often the case and far too often an oversight today is that these poor victims of severe sexual abuse grow up to be perpetrators themselves. We know this is true. But it is not noticed by our authorities who should be able to spot it right away. Our childhood victims have a lifetime to develop manipulative tendencies. They have a scary need and curiosity about sexual things far to early and often become sex addicts. Always trying to scratch that itch they learned far to young. In the case of this small town story, our little sweetheart grew into her teens with such a need to bust out into life sexually at any cost. Her hunger was overwhelming and she would say anything to get her way to do the things she wanted to do. Lie, cheat and steal, throw a man in jail to live her life she now chose. She learned from society how to forsake her 'over protective' family that held her back and sheltered her from the lifestyle she was itching to experience at age 14. She fumbled around with the right things to say to put her step dad in jail. Teens or children don't have to take a polygraph test we're told. So she rips her faithful, devoted mothers heart out, destroys her family and off she goes to play, play, play, do drugs and drink alcohol freely, have sex as she pleases...with no remorse of the destruction in her wake! Her mission for unsupervised freedom succeeds! She craftily cried the victim and all new spectators fell into her story. Simply believing her story was all it took for her. The wounded child has now crossed over into becoming the Perpetrator! Life now has become to her a game to manipulate the "system" and her foster world. UGgg.
And today the new victim of the child prepetrator is GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT IN AMERICA! How does a child turn out this way?

Children who are out of Control on a mission to defy you at all cost:

2007-02-18T22:46:00.000-08:00

No parent should walk this road alone. They will kill you if they can!

Parents Network parenting children with Reactive Attachment Disorder!

2007-02-13T20:52:00.000-08:00

CPS only intends to put the accused in jail for life to show the mom their coercive power for her not believing the child. Today in America, this could happen to you!

Are you parenting a troubled child with an insecure attachment disorder?

http://www.focusas.com/Howisyourchild.html

Does your child meet the criteria for symptoms of Reactive Attachment Disorder?

http://www.helpguide.org/mental/parenting_bonding_reactive_attachment_disorder.htm

Sex, Drugs and Alcohol! Inspires our Youth!

2007-02-12T19:28:00.000-08:00

Did you know that the nicest kids are turning to porn stars and drug and alcohol addiction to mimic as their heroes? Did you know that getting "wasted"or getting "faded" and playing with zippers, being a SLUT and posing nastily on MYSPACE is the norm for our teenage girls these days? Using the "F" word in every sentence is common on MYSPACE? Describing bisexual experiences are fun to talk about to bait the boys! Yes, this could be what your kids are doing on the computer. Internet porn is the biggest addiction breaking into our society and the kids all over are doing it. Do you know how determined your kids are in participating with other kids like this? You better find out now!!

Did you know your girls maybe posing flashing their breasts for their cell phone camera to get attention or when they leave your house? Did you know your 16 year old girls are going in bars in hopes to go "home" with some new guy they meet that night? Think again if you don't believe this could be your kids. Some kids will say or do anything to do this. They will lie and manipulate you for the freedom. To be able to "go out" with their friends that do!

Teens in some FOSTER CARE today get to do all this and more. So, it's no wonder they may do anything to get out of your house to have some FUN! God forbid this happens in your home town!

Help for parenting teens:

http://www.focusas.com/Parenting.html

FYI******HOW TO SPOT A LIAR when they are LYING!!!
What is scary is when they are so good they can believe their own lie! That = sociopath!

Getting lied to, and then buying into it, is almost always a bad thing. (Sometimes it’s life and death.) Really good liars are everywhere, but they can’t control what they don’t know they’re doing. Here’s some stuff that most people will automatically do when weaving a yarn.

If the liar actually believes they are lying, (and that it is wrong!) then watch for negative self evaluation gestures. These are usually touching of the nose or ears. Yes it sounds silly. Yes, we almost all do it. No, we don’t realize it.

Eye contact almost always weakens during the actually telling of the lie. Except if someone’s doing that “look in my eyes and tell me” thing. In which case eye contact is mandatory.

Most liars tell lies “palms down”. It’s a subconscious move that is defensive and deceptive. Showing someone your palms makes you feel vulnerable.

Most liars are also slouchers. Our backs naturally straighten when we are proud and confident. Liars faking confidence, are rarely either.

Humans eyes generally move up and to left if their brain is doing visual or audio construction. They will generally move to the upper right when doing recall. Just remember: Liars go Left, the Righteous go Right.

None of these mannerisms on their own is a solid lock. But if you get someone presenting 3 or 4 of them, they’re selling you something you shouldn’t be buying.

For more details on liars body language:

http://teenadvice.about.com/od/peerpressure/a/blliarliar.htm

The "Pitfalls" of Step Parenting and "Blended" Families:

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This could be any family..... consider a nice looking blend of histories like yours. Two paths crossing with baggage we know not the extent of until we collide our lives together! We can make it because we love each other! Sound familiar?

Each person in the mix brings in their own set of emotional injuries that are not our fault. How much pain they bring into the union may not be apparent at first. Too bad there is not a list of red flags handed to us when we sign the marriage license!

Some common pitfalls in blending families:

We need a bigger car! (true)

We need a bigger house! (true)

Everyone needs their own TV set! (true)

Some children may stop at nothing to sabatoge the new marriage relationship! (true)

Some children will lie about the step parent and get them put in jail alledging sexual abuse! (nahhh...not my kids.....WRONG....it's TRUE...this can happen to you!)

Read on..... HELP! PLAN AHEAD FOR BLENDED FAMILIES!!!!!!!

http://www.focusas.com/Stepfamily.html

Let's just say this happens to you...Imagine your response!

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One day the darling step child that is laden with emotional issues due to a previous trauma that happened before you came along, has decided they are sick of you and resent your help to their real parent you are married to (and whom you love more than anything in this world!!!)......Can you put yourself there yet??? Well, now they have had it...they cannot get away with manipulating as much, because there is another set of "eyeballs" on the scene catching the act before it happens! This will tick off a rebellious teenager bursting at the seams for some wild freedom and woolah! Who is the next TARGET??? You got it BABE, it's YOU! Ba-da-bing ba-da-BOOM! It's time to accuse the step parent of child abuse, molestation or whatever they can come up with that is criminal. This is when, hard to believe, it's true, but you can wave goodbye to all your favorite places to visit on a Sunday drive because your ASS is in JAIL from a bunch of teenage B.S.! And all you got in your cell is your memory of a Sunday visit to the coast for some ice cream and kisses with your sweetheart!!! Where did I go wrong you may ask yourself and where is GOD in all this injustice???? Hmmmf. >>>>>>This would never happen to me you say...I haven't done anything wrong>>>> WRONG!

This is when we reluctantly must discover the flaws of a system we took for granted. That system would be the criminal justice system and all this time we thought they were putting their energy into keeping criminals off the streets! Well....sometimes the focus turns to keeping themselves from getting in trouble with their own superiors for screwing up a case badly enough to cover their own butt...sacrificing yours!! Yes, it's true...this can happen to you!

7 things We Should Hate:

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Seven things that are detestable:
Haughty eyes,
a lying tongue,
hands that shred innocent blood,
a heart that devises wicked schemes,
feet that are quick to rush into evil,
a false witness who pours out lies
and a someone who stirs up dissension amongst family.
Proverbs 6:16-19

Perhaps it's a standard that we will all be judged by and if not in this life it shall be in the next.

How Safe are We Anyway????

2007-01-09T19:21:00.000-08:00

HOW EXEMPT are we from Trouble??

Here we are minding our own business, living our own little small town lives, keeping our nose clean, living an honest life, earning a simple living, providing for the family and trusting the "powers at be" to be running the show with efficiency and WHAM we are side swiped with horrendous false accusations by a sociopathic teenager on a mission to run the show along with their own idea of how their life should be led. They have their own activity schedule that conflicts with the parents limitations. The betrayal to a loving family and blowing to bits the family union for a little freedom is hard to digest. A child can literally run a-muck with ridiculous stories that can land a person in jail without as much as a phone call by the state authorities to investigate the claims of the retaliating child! Our local CPS steps in and says they believe the child and until you confess there will be no contact. They enable dysfunctional children to lie and destroy families without investigating the truth to the story! Just like that you can be dead meat! How is that productive to society? Enabling disturbed children to lie and destroy innocent lives to gain freedom from the house rules! The worse it gets the more "SOMEBODY'S" job will be on the line for making a terrible mistake and then they push harder at that point to save their own necks from the chopping block! Now is when we see what we are made of! The system will prey upon bulldozing those they sense have no spare $$$$$ to save themselves! Someone said once, "Our strength is small if we faint in the day of adversity!" Have you ever had your resolve and faith in God, a Higher Power and integrity tested? Stay tuned for this story in America that began in 2005! It isn't always flowers and prettiness in this life! Sometimes when we are powerless over our situations God makes Himself the most real. Chances are though, it will get worse before it gets better!!

Thanks for letting us share our story that blew "to bits" our happy life together. Our outcome for justice and God's truth are indeed in God's hands...we believe that something good will come out of this experience. First and foremost healing and help for some very disturbed children that is long past due who are on the loose to destroy anyone who sets boundaries with them.....

Please continue to pray for justice and healing for our family. Thank you. God Bless you for taking the time to step into our journey....it's not over til we meet the truth here on earth and then before God face to face.