Listen to this song and imagine fighting for your life, alone, unable to receive comfort from those you love, stricken with illness and being taken to the hospital in chains and shackles and handcuffs (from a crime you did not commit) to be treated by people who judge and despise your presence there. It must be a humbling experience to be one of "them" when you use to serve as a paramedic! God has not hidden his eye from any part or detail of this story. Good things will come out of this. Good things that will touch the world! God speed for a quick recovery.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Amazing Grace
Listen to this song and imagine fighting for your life, alone, unable to receive comfort from those you love, stricken with illness and being taken to the hospital in chains and shackles and handcuffs (from a crime you did not commit) to be treated by people who judge and despise your presence there. It must be a humbling experience to be one of "them" when you use to serve as a paramedic! God has not hidden his eye from any part or detail of this story. Good things will come out of this. Good things that will touch the world! God speed for a quick recovery.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
There Will Be a Day!
There WILL be a day!
Listen:
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Why pray if you worry? Why worry if you pray?
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Merry Christmas! We pray that you each, get "everything" you need!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
To Be as SICK as your Secrets??? What good is in that?
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Hope, Help and Healing for the broken hearts...
Just as the sea is faithful to keep coming back to shore...wave after wave it does its magic and after the tide pulls back there are treasures uncovered. I'm thinking of sea glass. Its is so soft and beautiful and translucent holding it up to the suns light but, at first it was just a piece of broken glass, very sharp and dangerous and able to cut deep in an instant. This is our proof that God can take ALL things and turn them for something good for those who belong to Christ Jesus and believe.
The next step is Forgiveness. Without it God cannot do the miracles in the other's lives! Turning over our excruciating pain and hurt from cruel betrayals and lies is not easy but necessary because we are not in charge, GOD IS! He has always had a higher plan than what we can see at the moment. Our purpose is to trust and obey and stay out of His way in the healing of someone else's wayward soul.....ours is forgiveness to ALL those who have caused us harm and to pray without ceasing. Those who have hurt us do cry out for their own FORGIVENESS so they can be set free from their own sin, so they can find grace and peace. YES! So be it... Some in our story are easier to forgive than others.....
Listen to Bob Carlisle sing FORGIVENESS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRZq7Lzz8bE
How do we forgive evil doers with unrepentive hearts? Our struggle is huge but we know if we don't forgive them then our Heavenly Father cannot forgive us for our trespasses.... so we try...but in this process
WE FALL DOWN, WE GET UP:
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Our's is a LOVE of a lifetime hard hit by terrorists!
Friday, September 5, 2008
Constitutional Rights Violated?
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Bad things happen to good people!
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Pastor Greg Laurie of Harvest just lost his son in a car accident last week while driving to church. He was a handsome 33 year old married man with a wife, child and another baby on the way. He loved the Lord and is in heaven today. His family's hearts are broken but hear Greg share only 3 days after getting that horrible news about his son: "I Still believe" he says
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ff5o8yRmPHc
Are you ready to walk the path toward the light?
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Beauty for ashes....

Thursday, June 12, 2008
Re-Visiting the Path of Destruction?
Thursday, May 15, 2008
State Falsely accuses 3,000 of child abuse!
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Who said recently "the the innocent don't end up in prison for no reason????"
State falsely accuses 3,000 of child abuse
Investigators have 'power of God,' can ruin life with stroke of pen!
Posted: May 15, 200811:45 pm Eastern© 2008 WorldNetDaily
The Illinois Department of Children and Family Services erroneously labeled 3,051 innocent people as child abusers by placing them on the state's official list.
According to a Belleville News-Democrat investigation, 11,473 people have appealed to strike their names from the state record. The list has a 27 percent error rate of parents falsely accused of abuse. Once on the list, people are required to remain there for a minimum of five years.
"They're not all bad, there are good ones," Nick Brunstein reportedly said of state child abuse investigators, "but the bad ones have the power of God, and with the stroke of a pen they can ruin your life."
Brunstein is a former foster parent who won his 2-year fight against DCFS to clear his name after his 11-year-old foster daughter, diagnosed with schizophrenic and bipolar disorder, accused him and his wife, Judi, of physical and emotional abuse. The girl claimed the family harmed her by requiring the children to do chores and homework.
The Brunsteins lost $20,000 in lawyer fees, and three daughters they had planned to adopt, ages 2, 5 and 11, were permanently removed from their custody.
The Belleville newspaper reported more than 80,000 people were placed on the State Central Register from Jan. 1, 2002, through Aug. 1, 2007. Another 1,426 appeals have been denied, 3,178 have been discarded or withdrawn by the accused, 3,289 have been closed or dismissed though administrative processes, and 529 appeals were pending.
A DCFS spokesman, Kendall Marlowe, said errors can be made, but that most of the people on the child abuse list are legitimately placed there.
"A lot of what happens at these hearings is it becomes a legal process, not ... whether it happened or not, but whether enough evidence is presented," Meryl Paniak, the DCFS' chief administrative law judge told the paper. "So does that mean some people are probably unfounded and shouldn't be? Yes. And it's the same thing with some who are indicated and probably shouldn't be."
However, attorneys who represent parents at appeals hearings have called child abuse investigations flawed and unreliable. In 2006, the News-Democrat reported that 53 children died while they were under DCFS' care following sloppy investigations by caseworkers.
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This is exactly how it played out in our story. We are NOT alone in this STATE induced coercive nightmare. Or from the words of a girl with more diagnosis' covered up by the scandal of our STATE! We are paying the price for the one man who got away with it! OUR CPS dept admitted to the juvenile Judge in court that they NEVER did an investigation after 9 months into the case! They just pursued a story from a girl with 5 diagnosed mental conditions ....... never checking it out!
Way to go! CPS destroying innocent lives......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYm4aDxJ-0A
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Listen to Martina McBride singing - ANYWAY
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This song is the reflection of a mother's love, years of energy and devotion poured into the hearts and lives of her children who at anytime can walk away as if you were never there. But this Mom will always love them anyway! She will dream of goodness, righteousness and truth to prevail on their behalf. She will dream of healing and restoration for their souls always......and will continue to be loyal and pray, never ceasing.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Why did she run away again????
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Listen now to "Bye Bye" by Mariah Carey
Friday, April 4, 2008
What's the POINT?
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Grateful to be Forgiven! Celebrating the Risen Savior!
Part of our own forgiveness and redemption lies in forgiving those who have sinned against US! Suffering evil injustice and betrayal is nothing new under the sun. Jesus Christ was our example in dealing with such things himself! He was misunderstood and denied in His circle and sphere of influence. His hometown did not receive HIM! He was God come to us in the flesh! But people did not believe him or his disciples. They were threatened by His TRUTH and message. They wanted what they wanted instead and did not relent until HE was crucified before their eyes! This brought them temporary and false relief. They failed to recognize WHO they had in their midst. What we understand next is: there is NO rest for the wicked......none!
Sitting in prison for something you DID NOT do and knowing everyone involved knows it can bring hurt and dispair to the normal person. We have chosen to believe instead that with GOD all things are possible. God will work all things for good for those who are in Christ Jesus and trust their lives within HIS hands. He has a bigger plan for health and healing than what we can see at the moment. Jesus had to be put to death for something he did not deserve for there to be NEW LIFE. So if these drastic measures brought something great and wonderful for all of mankind than so can our inconvenience and injustice! It is by the "goodness of God" that men come to repentance with Godly sorrow for their sins. When that happens who knows what God will do next! We are hopeful for something great and miraculous to take place out of this horrible experience. HE knew before we did that we'd be hurled into this unwelcomed journey. Yet, we are still led and sustained by HIS peace in this ordeal. A peace that is not of this world. We hope you know this peace in your soul that we speak of.
We who sit wrongfully accused cling to The Promise of a Lifetime and rest assured that HE will never leave us or forsake us. Visit also our songlist we have for inspiration......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_38RfYrFYA
Monday, January 28, 2008
Sharing our Experience, Strength and Hope
I have loved my girls with only a mother's love and my instincts to protect have been in full force. But what else can we do really but honestly share our experience to help someone else who may be raising a child who was sexually abused at an early age and forewarn what the behaviors are to expect from a child who was damaged by the one who stole their innocence so brutally. Also may our experience alarm the world at the steps that are taken by tax paid state working folks to destroy innocent families and have no regard for the truth or getting these children the proper help they desperately need. FRAMING someone or anyone to make it go well for their promotion or careers. Sacrificing innocent lives in the process. If all it was to take was to love them into wholeness then my special needs girl would be well because that was the home she came from when she chose her own road instead.
She lived in a stable 2 parent family that provided a clean, peaceful and organized home. She loved her MOM and was like bondini to her all the years and then she truly loved her step dad who was kind and active in helping her in different things she needed. At our home, there were bedtimes,
Friday, January 4, 2008
Wrongfully Accused? How does this happen?
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In our case a system that fails to do it's job. A system full of zealots, a wannabe ROBO COP detective new on the job goes gang busters on a story by a disturbed teen(who was molested at age 3!) who just wanted OUT of her "strict home" and bondage of home rules and structure to go with the local GIRLS GONE WILD! A detective who fails to find any truth to the story by evidence, prior history etc, etc, for 9 months after doing the only thing HE DOES do: BUST down the front door with a SWAT team to search and seize holding the parents to gunpoint to the head shouting CONFESS finding nothing to support the girls claims!! He fails to do his homework, research, joins in cahoots with a corrupt CPS system who never dis-believes the child accusing. A CPS system should be privy to the inappropriate twisted tendencies of a blooming teen who was molested at such a young age! But no! A system blocking EVERY witness testimony who knew the accuser's behaviors since a toddler. Submitting planted computer images (available 1 hour prior to trial) from a computer kept in a mechanic shop. Prosecutors who abuse their power and states resources and busts forward to destroy innocent lives, blocking all testimony that would prove innocence and all for a high profile notoriety case on a subject she(Ms. Prosecutor) maybe biased as to being a victim herself! Seems so by her unprofessional performance in court to manipulate the jury.
Not having $100,000 for your defense on hand to defend false allegations. Instead, you get an attorney who never spends more than 1 hour total time with the wrongfully accused prior to trial. Never hires his own investigator. An older retired attorney who appears confused and unprepared, who does NO CROSS EXAMINATION on prosecutors witnesses. Does not object to all the shanigans, leading questions, prosecutor facing the jury, rolling her eyes and all her body language showing her disdain. Does not bring up to the court all the ridiculous discrepancies in the delusional story. Does not study the facts or brings NO expert witness about anything about the case, ie: computer expert on the recently submitted images, psychologist review of all child's current and past mental conditions or asks each of the defense witnesses the proper questions!!!! Unbelievable. Off to prison because of a kangaroo court stonewalling the truth. A judge who clearly rules entirely for the cute young blonde, fake tan prosecutor who wears a tight short skirt hugging her every curve for the jury!
Again no evidence, no DNA, a simple he said she said! But because there was no $100,000 to spend on the defense it was a slam dunk frame job to cover up a series of mistakes on initial lack of detective work and CPS strong arming to win after being shamed by the doubting juvenile court judge because CPS never did their own investigation. CPS simply did what they always do and that is believe the child no matter what they say!
Right here in small town America where little small town folks paid by BIG tax payers money want to keep their jobs and get BIG recognition in their small town newspaper! What really will matter is: what they got to say to the Almighty one day about all the things they did in secret and what their MOTIVES were!
Number one way this happens is to have false accuser's with emotional disorders with no accountability!
http://www.cassiopaea.com/cassiopaea/psychopath.htm
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Merry Christmas? Wrongfully Accused in Prison?
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
A TRIAL based on the fruit of a POISONED TREE!!

GET THIS! The clencher here (after sending an innocent man to prison ....destroying an innocent stable family) is really more deadly as we see the antic's of CPS (funded by tax dollars) hard at work, truly only motivated by money.....they craftily orchestrate to arrange the child to re unite with the parent who is documented in their own system as the real molester! The father who has been missing in action (AWOL 13 years) because the disturbed child accused him of sexually hurting her as a 3 year old. SHE Play acted out the accusations and demonstrated for professionals at age 5! Mom never took a part influencing that story. The offending father has always refused to engage in taking a polygraph or be accountable to the charges but rather chose his ministry career over having contact for 13 years. This was confirmed in juvenile court as he announced over the court room on the phone he "doesn't want to be a father right now but tell her I love her and I'll continue to send support" as she goes off to foster care at the onset of our set of false accusations in this story you are reading right now! This person was the one MOM devoted her life to protect her wounded daughter from! Mom has been strict, protecting her always from unhealthy situations that would trigger her post traumatic stress disorder. If it was not true she never would have kept the child from the father. More infatically, the father would have never stayed in hiding if it was not true! Now CPS has succeeded in reuniting her over to the real perpetrator! With a warm welcome and red carpet! He refuses a polygraph still or counseling but that's OK with CPS! I wonder if they'll seize his computer first! Oh No silly! Of course not, they need to save themselves further $$$ for her difficult care and will do anything to cut her loose from the cost of state support. What ever the real perpetrator wants though, they/CPS give now! After all didn't our girl not have the freedom in just a few months to get addicted to drugs under their watch in foster care? Every turn of the way they have given the disturbed child whatever she demands including NOT going to counseling etc or going to school or whatever , whatever..... no wonder they want her off their hands. She's non compliant at every turn. She sweetly manipulates until she goes for the kill. Unleashed, without providing her the proper therapy for her many diagnosed mental conditions. Of course what is encouraged by the CPS, to cut off all contact with the MOM. The daughter is all for that too because how can she face her Mom after the damage of all her lies she has told? It is easier for her to sever that relationship than face the hurt she has caused her mom and step dad whom she loved and was openly affectionate with all those years.
SADLY, to this date the CPS institution fails to provide a proper therapy for our disturbed child. They continue to enable her patterns of destructive, manipulative behaviors and have severed any relationship with the outraged mother who devoted her life to keeping her child safe. CPS reports giving lip service only regarding therapy for our accuser and the unsuitable "kindergarten counselors" have failed to properly diagnose and treat the child's lifetime of personality disorders.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
The Wrongfully Accused are in Good Company!
Jesus Christ too was brought before the Ruler of his time. The "ruler" could not find that he had done anything wrong or broken any law but rather chose to wash his hands of the matter in light of the roaring crowd and accusers who were hell bent to crucify Him because of their own twisted agenda. The official too, had to be popular amongst his constituents instead of doing the right thing.Jesus also had people that knew the truth and were horrified at the injustice of the false accusations, who tried to help Jesus to no avail....
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Life long learning brings you many different teachers. Everything that happens to us no matter how bleak, will happen for a reason and with a deep spiritual meaning. To be able to step back and ask God, "what is the meaning and purpose of all this?" God's answer will be revealed when the time is right. We cannot develop good roots unless we have the storms to test them!
"Blessed are those who are persecuted for my names sake."
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" We look to you Oh God, to be our help in time of trouble. Every knee will bow....and every tongue will confess.....You see what is hidden and done so craftily in secret.....you see everything!"
THERE IS ALWAYS A HIGHER PLAN WITH GOD! tAKE TIME TO HEAR THIS SONG BY Brad Paisley and Sara Evans.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7wEa8YTGhM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
ENTRAPMENT occurs when facing a dark scandal, deceit and a corrupted legal process!

Here is a clip interview by the author of: A Rush to Injustice by Nader Bayoun:
Lopez: Who’s the bigger enemy in this case: DA Nifong or President Brodhead?
Baydoun: They are both guilty of mishandling the situation in their own way, but much of this travesty could have been avoided had Nifong handled this case properly. Nifong’s misconduct led to a tidal wave of extreme political correctness which caused Mr. Brodhead to make knee jerk reaction decisions out of fear for the image of the school rather than doing what is right.
Friday, August 24, 2007
At long last, A BRIDGE TO HEALING WATERS?
Today, Mom walks on alone and her innocent husband suffers injustice from the actions of false accusations.
Monday, June 25, 2007
CAN MOM SURVIVE THE INCOMPREHENSIBLE BETRAYAL FROM HER GIRLS?
No healing can begin without rigorous HONESTY! None, impossible! Perhaps after everyone involved does a polygraph test there can be a starting point. Honesty, EVERYONE must get honest. But the perjurers are actively addicts of either alcohol or chemical dependency so how do we know when they are lying??? When their lips are moving! We the accused asked for a polygraph from the onset of this story just as soon as the accuser did one first. This request was NEVER done! She was the one who as doing the "crazy" lying! As per her diagnosis: she does this so well and can instantly at a push of a button can disassociate from her reality like a cookie cutter experience. That is how she has survived this so well. In an instant she can be all things to all people. But she cannot keep track of the details of her lies. She sugary, sweetly prepares her new surroundings to learn how she may manipulate to get her way as she has done repeatedly all her life and in foster care. She is not sincere. Her appetite is not within her control and she has not gotten the help for it. She is always plotting her strategy like she is living her split personality. Just compare her CPS, therapist reports with all her MYSPACE vocabulary and postings from all her friends in and out of rehab and relapsing and laughing about it. Our girl's only wise remark is as she has posted recently "HURTING PEOPLE, HURT PEOPLE" that is out of the mouth of babes! WHEN will she get help for her monumental destructive actions?
The two teenage girls who conspired together a story that put a good man in prison need to tell the truth and how they came to the point of no return with their scandal." Who " motivated them and coached them and why. Appropriate Institutional Rehab needs to be made available to the one with the many diagnosed illness since 3 years old to address the root of her issues.
Please see this similar story of a girl with a previous sexual abuse history at a young age and see how quick she was to later become the perpetrator and scandalously lie about an innocent person out of anger or revenge. This is just like our story. Thanks to CPS more lives are ruined. This girl too, must live with the guilt of what she has done.
http://drkeith.warnerbros.com/galleries/video/player.html?=1046clip
The sickest part of this whole experience is the rampant CPS, Police and Prosecutor MISCONDUCT!!!!! Read more on this subject!
http://barbarasblogspot.blogspot.com/2007/06/justice-denied-prosecutors-are-master.html
CPS manipulates and refuses to provide contact or counseling for mother/daughter. Mom must first look daughter in the eyes to say she believes her lies. Can't be done. CPS never did their own investigation and never contacted the many on the family and friends list to question the story. CPS has sent no reports of recent documentations of their doings to the Mother. Mom is homeless but has a forwarding address. Still they send no communication.
Today, AFTER ALL THIS, CPS driven by money pressures, reunites the father with the poor sick child who he molested at age 3. A man who has been in hiding from these accusation for 13 years. The man the child repeatedly said to therapists "my Daddy B___" hurt me and she play acted out what he did to her for witnesses and therapists. "he stuck a stick in my butt and made it bleed" "I don't ever want to see my Daddy "B' til I'm ninety! "why did my Mom let my Daddy hurt me?" This is a man who kidnapped her for 2 weeks without telling anyone where she was for what was to be a weekend visit. It was after this that the child was never the same again. A man who was never charged because the Mom fled the state to protect her daughter from further harm after seeing her playact oral sex with another 2 year old saying "this is what my Daddy does to me!". A man who got away with it because Mom had no strength or money to do what needs to be done to return to the original state to press charges. WHY? She had no strength or money. He simply can refuse the polygraph and say he didn't do it and the girl gets to live with him now! Good job CPS.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Let's see MORE housecleaning of deceitful Prosecutors PLEASE!
OOOhh...the poor little people who can't afford decent representation against the likes of these prosecutors with a bottomless pit of taxpayers $$$$ to fund and weave the web of their deceptions for the jury.
****Nifong's actions involved "dishonesty, fraud, deceit and misrepresentation."
State Bar prosecutor Douglas Brocker told the committee that as Nifong investigated the allegations that a stripper was raped and beaten at a March 2006 party thrown by Duke's lacrosse team, he charged "forward toward condemnation and injustice," weaving a "web of deception that has continued up through this hearing."
"Mr. Nifong did not act as a minister of justice, but as a minister of injustice," Brocker said.***
To read the rest of this article:
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,283353,00.html
Meanwhile back at the ranch the plot thickens with our star accusers living a life of deception all of their own, continuing to bamboozle those in charge, manipulating the system for their own sneaking around to do those things they had to escape their conservative "over protective" home to do. Partying, sex and on and on they go leaving a wake of destruction as they hurt others close to them or anyone blocking their path of freedom. Busting the rules and boundaries again?!? Those darling sweet girls? How do they sleep at night after the lies and pain they have caused? Well, this is how they do it....MENTAL ILLNESS. Sociopaths have no conscience!

